u/Longjumping-Pear5595

Help lower my time please 🙏

I dont think i could fully dedicate to being a sissy. Regular sex with a woman just feels so good to give it up completely. Perhaps if I gave up having sex 10 or 11 years ago (im 26) it wouldnt feel like such a loss. Maybe things would have been different if I realized who I was then. Oh well

So here's the situation. My gf and I are trying to have a threesome with another guy. We've been searching awhile on Grindr with no luck. We've been at this for a couple months now. Anyways, today I found out a guy she used to sleep with still messages her every 3 months or so to see how she's doing. She told him a year and a but ago we're a couple. She brought up the idea of a threesome to this guy a only a couple months ago and he passed. He just recently messaged her back saying he'd give it a try. Me just finding out all this info I dont know what to do. Should I let this guy come over? It hurts knowing they have already slept together. My hearts still beating quick from hearing all this