r/permanentchastity

I’ve been dabbling in chastity for around 10ish years. My longest time locked has been about 1 and a half weeks. Recently we lost my second key, so we’re only down to one.

We’re trying to come up with fun ways to be risky with this last key. For example, I put the cage on yesterday, and we went for a walk and she tossed the key off the trail into a grassy area and I spent about 20-25 minutes looking for it.

She suggested we go to a shallow part at the lake and drop the key and see if I can find it. Which sounds so exhilarating.

Does anybody have any other ideas we can do with the key that might end up with me being locked forever (we are both ok with this outcome if that’s what happens)

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On July 5 of last year, I began denying myself orgasms with no real goal or intent to do anything long term. I didn't think I would want to or be able to do a long term thing. But days turned into weeks and weeks into months. I found that even without a cage that my self determination and willpower was enough to get me through. I was edging every day which provided some degree of pleasure but also added a great level of frustration as well. But being the gluten for punishment that I am, it just worked well for me.

So moving on to phase 2. As the months passed by, I had no real goal in mind. But as I got closer to today which is exactly 365 days since starting, I settled on 1 year as the end of phase 1.

Tomorrow I am going to allow myself orgasms for awhile. I tend to feel at this point that after some period of time that I will probably go back to full denial again. No date set for that. Like before when I started phase 1, it's a plan as I go kind of thing. I am a dyed in the wool submissive and have been all my life. As the years have passed, I have tended to feel more and more strongly that submissives should never be allowed orgasms. They just do not deserve that much pleasure. Denial and suffering is all they should expect.

This release from orgasm restriction is filled with a real degree of "bad boy" feelings. I should be feeling real shame for indulging myself with this. But as I have said in the past, I want to experience all that comes with this kind of journey.

Many of you have suggested that my orgasms will be unfulfilling or even disappointing. It could be that my own inner guilt feelings will ruin them. Or just having gone the year under full denial may cause my junk to just not respond as expected due to being out of practice.

There has also been some discussion as to what methods I should use when bringing myself to orgasm. The prevailing opinion seems to lean toward ruining any and all of them. There was some discussion of plapping only orgasms. Or stimulation by any other means than hand to cock techniques. And then there was the idea of full abandon jerking off for the highest degree of pleasure to just get it over with and out of my system.

I do have an expectation of great feelings of guilt and remorse. As a submissive and a masochist, I am probably going to have some strong feelings of wanting to be punished for this self indulgent behavior. Just goes with the territory.

Again ... the whole idea here is to experience all that may come. I am just totally open to whatever occurs given my history, training and previous experience as a submissive.

That all said ... what would I like to hear from any of you who would care to comment? Some of you will want to encourage me to drop this whole phase 2 idea and continue my journey of full denial. That's fine. Bring it on. If you want to shame me and verbally degrade me, I won't mind. Any and all suggestions about how to achieve orgasms is welcome. Any suggestions for appropriate punishments are welcome too.

So that's about it, I think. So open the floodgates of opinion if you have the time and desire. And thanks in advance for any and all cooments, opinion and discussion you have to offer.

Oh. One more thing. Even though my restriction ends tonight at midnight and I can start indulging myself tomorrow, I won't be doing that. I have a very minor medical procedure on Tuesday and I won't be actually moving to phase 2 until Wednesday. So there is a few days for all of you to comment before my big day.

Thanks for listening and Happy 4th of July for all you US lovers of freedom and democracy. Free to jerk off ... or not.