r/permanentchastity

I love the comfort my cage provides me.

62day locked 38 days to go before I might get the chance to be unlocked

Waking up in this is a pleasure every morning

Both are pleasant ways to wear this cage for a long time

Always adding another level of security

Pt1 here: https://www.reddit.com/r/permanentchastity/s/mfsxr7wguS

True story.

The next ten days were strange.

At the same time that I regretted breaking the cage, I also spent a good part of those days feeling incredibly aroused. It was a strange mix of relief, guilt, and the constant urge to put it back on.

On the eleventh day, after trying everything I could think of, I grabbed a small pair of pliers and decided to try breaking the cage. I had to be extremely careful. One wrong move could have seriously hurt me, so I took my time, testing different angles until I finally managed to break the part where the padlock was attached. That was enough to free myself.

The moment I got it off, the feeling was pure relief.

It felt like I had finally removed a burden that I had put on myself.

I spent the next two days enjoying that feeling of freedom. I honestly thought the whole story had ended there.

It hadn't.

After a while, I started thinking about what I had done. It wasn't exactly regret for taking the cage off. It was more that I felt like I had given up too quickly.

Those thoughts became more and more frequent.

A few days later, I smoked some weed again.

That night, I made a completely impulsive purchase.

I bought another one exactly like the one in the picture.

It arrived two days later.

I put it on again.

This time, I didn't break the key.

Even so, the idea kept coming back.

I'd wear it for a few days, take it off, stay without it for a while, and then put it back on again.

Interestingly, almost every time this happened, it was after smoking.

More than once, I found myself holding the key, thinking about doing the exact same thing again.

But every single time, I backed out at the last second.

That happened three times.

Then, a few days ago, I smoked more than I normally would.

I got home from a friend's house late that night and, without thinking too much about it, I put the cage back on. I also used a plug that I had bought some time earlier.

I started browsing Reddit, looking at pictures and reading stories that felt a lot like my own.

Everything happened incredibly fast.

Before I realized it, I had made the same decision all over again.

I snapped the key off inside the padlock.

Then I went to bed.

When I woke up the next morning, the feeling was... strange.

It wasn't exactly regret.

In fact, I spent the entire day trying to figure out what I was actually feeling.

It's now late afternoon as I'm writing this.

And honestly...

I still don't regret it.

Maybe I'll regret it in a few days.

Maybe in a few weeks.

Or maybe I won't.

The strangest part is that my mind is already thinking about the next impulsive idea.

I've even started considering getting a small padlock tattoo on my pubic area.

I have no idea whether that's a good idea.

But, at least right now, acting on impulse somehow feels right.

Only time will tell whether that feeling lasts

Got a new tag for my cage and new nails 😍🥰

Also horny as hell and dripping precum uncontrollably ofc