u/Low-Key-867

There is a certain type of heavy heat that older women hold inside , and it defintley ruins me . The way her skin feels when it gets hot , the way she aches , and how beautifully messy she gets when she stops overthinking. The realness of her body and the depth she has . It drives me crazy , it makes me so hungry for her that it hurts. The minute she lets go and start losing her compusre and let those noises she tries so hard to silence , that is my drug . My favourite one

What fascinates me about older women is the contrast of what they hide beneath

They carry years of quiet battles and a deep, exhausting pressure to always stay composed for other's sake. They hide it from everyone. So when she looks at me and says we shouldn't do this, I know what she’s really afraid of.

And God, I love breaking that grip she has on her life . I love stripping away that cold armor she has until she can’t hold up anymore. The shift in the room is electric the exact second she surrenders when her head stops screaming no and her body just gives in , watching a woman who bears so much weight finally let go, and tremble in my arms because she knows she’s completely safe to lose control... that’s what I crave. The real ehr

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