I just stopped taking my birth control pills! Every upvote is one more day closer to my natural feminine nature. Take a guess on when you think I’ll get my first period (I haven’t gotten a real one since I was 13). My boyfriend and I have never used condoms so if I get lucky I’ll be pregnant soon.
I’ve been on the pill for about four months after I got my iud removed (I pulled it out myself lol). I’m really bad at taking it though. I try to take it every morning, but every few days I forget and take it at night or even the next day. My boyfriend asks me every day whether I’ve taken it, it’s become routine to us. Last week he asked if I’d taken it and I said not yet. I had left my pills at home on accident, and I had already driven to his place for the weekend. We started fucking and he said he would pull out, but we couldn’t stop in time and he came inside me. I loved the look on his face when he came. His eyes were wide like he knew he shouldn’t have but couldn’t help himself. I missed my pill again the next morning. I’m counting down the days until I can take a pregnancy test and see if his seed stuck.
For 4 days every month I am supposed to take “placebo” pills before starting my next birth control pack. But with my breeding kink, I’ve had a lot more fun forgoing the placebo pills altogether, and get fucked raw.
I’m having unprotected sex using my simple, horny logic. I can’t go off the pill just yet since I’m too young, but this way I can more realistically fantasize about getting knocked up and made to swell with a baby in my tummy.
But this guy I’m dating has made me want to get off of birth control and get pregnant. I used to be proud of my defiance toward children. Now I want a minivan full of his kids, each a mere year apart. I want to feel my belly slowly stretch to carry his baby each time. I want him to hold my belly up when it’s heavy. Thanking me for bearing his children. Kissing my bump. Rubbing my feet.
I have never felt this way about a man. I’m sometimes ashamed of how much the desire takes over me. I’ve had to talk myself out of stopping my birth control pills…but this was after I pulled out my own iud with intention to get pregnant.
I feel like I’m too young to take the plunge. My life is just starting. But my purpose feels clear as day when I rub myself at night.
He eats my pussy for hours, worships it even… as he rubs my belly. I can’t cum without thinking of his seed fertilizing my eager egg. I need him more than anything.