Im (25) In love with my sister (26) NEED HELP
So to make a long story short. we both know what we feel is real, we also both know we can't really be in relationship as we have kids. We didn't grow up around each other however we stayed in constant communication. one day on video chat she showed me her boobs. that started my attraction. fast forward over 10 years I reach out one night and tell her I think about that from time to time and she admits she does to. I admit I had feelings and I wanted to see again. we went back and forth just showing for months. NOW, 23 are finally in the same area, we've had sex multiple times over the course of the year. the past 3 months she has been distant sexually, she tells me nothing has changed feelings wise however she thinks if we continue to fuck she's not going to be able to hide how she feels from family anymore. she wants us to practically continue being undercover bf/gf however no sex , she wants to fuck other men. now I feel like her judgement is clouded because her kids dad has also been living with her for the past 3 months. my sister and I are completely transparent with each other so her fucking other men isn't the problem , it's the fact she doesn't want to fuck me any more. the sex is undeniable great and she agrees. im not pressed for sex , there are other women in my life however she's the one I want so I'm pressed for her. I guess I need help figure out how to move forward. if it was any other women I probably would've been completely done with her however being she is my sister she's always going to be around so it's pointless. should I keep it strictly familiar or should I become a cuck basically 😂 any advice helps especially from people with experience!!