u/MentalWinner1980

The RS Counselor spoke in church on Sunday. She wore a jean skirt with a slit up the middle. When I walked into the chapel she was sitting behind another seat on the stand. However, when the other speaker showed up she stood up and let the other speaker in and she sat on the end where I could see her legs. My family always sits in a smaller pew on one of the sides. I sat at the end of the pew next to the aisle so I could fantasize while she sat up there. I usually move in so that my son can sit on the end of the pew when he comes back from blessing the sacrament. He was a little annoyed that I stood up and let him move further into the pew but I didn't care. Nothing crazy happened. I caught a few glimpses of the RS Counselor's garments as she positioned and repositioned during the sacrament and youth talk. Obviously the view was only around her thigh and no crotch shots because she is a lady. She gave a wonderful talk and then her and the person after her switched places when he went up to speak. However, for that brief 30 minutes, while I was trying to not look suspicious, I got to see more of her than I ever had before and it has kept me thinking about her for a couple of days.

For the past five years, I've been the first counselor in a bishopric. I was released earlier this year and called as the new EQ president. About a year ago we called a new RS presidency. The president and second counselor are older and not much to look at. However, the first counselor is near my age, tall, blonde, and as an amazing set of boobs. She is the "Molly Mormon" type and her family always sits near the front of the chapel. I would try week in and week out to not fantasize about her during sacrament meeting but it got harder and harder as the years went by.

When I was called into EQ a few months ago, the stake president encouraged my presidency to meet with the RS presidency to build cohesion and collaborate on future projects. We met the next week to go over future lessons. We met at the church and when I showed up it was just her and I sitting in the Relief Society room. We made small talk while we waited for the others to come. Her husband is a very outgoing guy, one that everyone likes. We talked about his job and what her family was doing. She asked about my wife because she is an introvert that doesn't like to attend church functions. The other counselors and RS president showed up within 10 minutes and the conversation quickly turned to church related matters.

Over the past few weeks, I have tried to find ways to get our presidencies together for the sole purpose of seeing the RS first counselor. A few weeks ago she sat next to me in Sunday School. She was wearing a tighter top but still church appropriate. No cleavage, she would never! However, the shirt accentuated her breasts. I was having a hard time staring. She was also wearing a skirt that came above the knee. I could have sworn that she was not wearing garments but kept telling myself that there must be another reason as she is super righteous. I have spoken with her husband a few times and he is such a great guy, but I want this woman so bad.

I probably should add that my wife is great. She is good looking and we have sex a fair amount. I don't have a "dead bedroom" as some here have said. However, I think about this other sister all the time. I read a comment here where the poster said that you should be careful with sex in a situation like this and I think I might be leaning towards this just being a fantasy at this point because I wouldn't want to wreck things in my own life. But she is all that I think about right now. One last thing, we met tonight at my request. The RS president and I talked about how we could help a few of the families in our ward financially. The counselor came dressed tonight in a white linen button down shirt. She didn't mean to, but when she bent down to get into her bag I caught a glimpse of cleavage. I KNOW THIS ISN'T FOR ME!!! But I want it to be.