u/Miles_Long_8853

There's not much to this story, but I wanted to share it anyway. I went to the local gay sauna last night with a friend of mine, and my goal was just to get comfortable being naked around a bunch of strangers.

It felt way more natural than I had expected. I didn't feel uncomfortable even once. Not in the locker room, the shower, the sauna, or the hamam. My friend stuck to my side all night, so I didn't pair off with anyone. But it was really nice just to feel guys looking at me with interest and to be able to look back freely.

Next stop is the gloryhole upstairs, which I'm really excited about. My ultimate dream would be to get sucked, but even if I "just" get to suck some dick, I'll be a very happy man. I'm finding that I really like just existing in hyper-sexual gay spaces, as a very sexual person. It feels weirdly relaxing.

One of my biggest fantasies is engaging in totally anonymous sex (or at least roleplaying anonymous sex) as a top/side. I find the idea of getting sucked at a gloryhole so fucking hot, or using a cumdump's hole/s - especially in a group of other tops. I have no idea how I'd go about doing this in a way that feels comfortable, especially since I wouldn't want to be the center of attention (as the only trans guy there, for example, or the only guy using a prosthetic to fuck). But it's one of my biggest fantasies, and I've been thinking about it a lot lately.

Shout out to the cumdumps at play parties. You're doing God's work. And damn, I really, really want a piece of you (respectfully).

I finally did it! I played with a guy's hole *while* he was sucking my cock. He was on his hands and knees at the edge of the bed, and I was standing in front of the bed. If it helps to imagine it, we were forming a sort of L shape with our bodies. He had his head turned to the side, and while he sucked me, I was able to reach down the length of his body and play with his ass and hole.

This was euphoric for so many reasons. Firstly, this happened to me years ago, only the positions were reversed. I remember being annoyed but thinking that I *would* have been into it if I had been on the other side of it (a thought I've had so many times back when I used to exclusively bottom, which eventually made me realize I was very much a top). Secondly, this always felt like a position I could only achieve as a cis guy - so it feels really amazing to be able to do it. And thirdly, it's just so hot, playing with someone like that. He was really into it, too.

No stories this time, I just wanted to shout out hairy asses and how amazing they are to eat and fuck. I never used to be attracted to body hair before T, and now it gets me so hard. Especially hairy pits and hairy holes.

I hope everyone reading this has a fabulous day.