u/MissYesGirl123

I’m really new to this kink. I really want someone to keep me hungry and control my diet. Working out is hard for me to do so I need to depend on a forced diet. Shame me for being fat and hear my story how I got fat and my traumas that made me this way… make me a pretty girl again.

I rolled a dice for how many days I’m denied for, and each day is a new way to edge, today I’m on nipple touch only! My pussy is to be untouched and leaking and I’m only allowed to tease my nipples. Any fun ideas to do for today for this pathetic denied pussy?

Hopefully this is right flare. I’m looking for someone to force me into changing my phone wallpaper tomorrow for work into something humiliating and embarrassing. No blood or scat

I decided to make a wheel and spin it for how many days I should be denied. I spun it and I got 69 days. Not bad. I’ve done worse before. I want to add some other fun rules for this period, or maybe even do another wheel spin for some other things, like how many edges I should do daily, HOW I would edge, and also what should happen if I slip up and do cum. Any suggestions??

Please no dms asking to dom me. I’m not looking for a dom:)

Haven’t had any desire to rub or edge… just haven’t been feeling it. But right now I’m laying in bed I touched my nipples slightly and it sparked some pleasure and now I’m feeling the urge a little.. last time I touched about a week ago I had an orgasm, and it sounds sooo nice to cum.. but I don’t know if I should. Soo I would like to let all you lovelies decide, am I allowed to cum? How long should I edge, and how?? 🤔

I’m not denied anymore, so I can cum whenever I want. And I do. I miss having someone control my orgasms and deny me and having someone control me, but also a part of me doesn’t feel the desire for it. Is this normal after a long denial period? (Over 140 days) any advice or encouragement to do this on my own??

Looking for pee tasks while I do my cleaning around the house. I live alone. Want to make cleaning just a little more fun

What are some ways to make cleaning my house just a littleeee more fun? I love to give myself a good challenge. For context, I live alone and I need to laundry, mop, clean my kitchen and bathroom and do my dishes. I’m just waking up and I’m already squirming a little :)

I want to tell my success story I had with a blackmailer that I had and lasted roughly 6 months. This is for those lurking this subreddit wanting to take the plunge. I want to start that this post is all true and all consensual with limits, safewords, and clear respect and communication from both parties involved.

I’ll call my blackmailer K.

I met K through my ad I wrote on here. They didn’t respond to my post right away. I think they responded like 1 week after. I was already talking to other potential blackmailers already and had a light dynamic already going.

They messaged me authentic, they didn’t try to dom me right away, or give me a low effort “hey.” Just a simple “hey I’m K, I saw your post and I think we’d get along. Here’s a little about me ______” listing their kinks, and also their vanilla interests as well and stating they can provide verification. I like to add for anyone looking for a blackmailer, make them verify! I know the thrill is not knowing who they are, but this is the internet. Your safety is first. If they try to argue with you why they can’t verify, I would not engage with this person.

Anyways, K started to give me some examples they’ve done to other subs before. As they kept telling me this story, I kept scratching my head because it was INSANELY similar to another dom I’ve met on another subreddit that I talked to and engaged with a LOT before. I straight up told them “listen I know this is weird to say, but I kinda think someone is catfishing as you… or youre the catfish?!” Turns out the other “dom” I was talking to just ripped off their story posted before. Mind you, K provided me with hard proof they were authentic and real and that their story they told me was 100% them. They offered to end the chat if I was too freaked out. But I said no, they were open and honest and I respected that.

We discussed both wants and limits, consequences and safewords. Things I always wanted to do, fantasies of mine, things i would allow or not allow. After I felt comfortable, I slowly gave them sensitive information on me without even realizing it…

Now to the fun part. All these events were spoken about and agreed with prior. This is all consensual.

Now that K had me in their web, I was told to give up my social media passwords so they can spy on me, and warned me if I didn’t obey, they had control over me and they will use force and start talking to some of my friends leaking some humiliating photos. I complied with K. Soon after, I was buying cameras to install in my house so they can look into me whenever they want. I would be hanging out at home, then hear over the mic “take your shirt off” there were many days I was not allowed to wear clothes.

The entire time I was orgasm denied. I had a rule to edge 15 times a day. Sometimes I was made to edge with only my nipples, only my ass, or do something humiliating like hump objects to edge. I needed permission to pee, sometimes I would have accidents and wet myself. I also needed permission to go out with friends, what to wear. Almost everyday I was not allowed to wear a bra and they would message me “tits” which was my cue to go to the nearest restroom and flash my tits out. Sometimes I would have to do it (safely) in my car. Whenever out with friends, I would get a message “excuse yourself” which meant to go and find somewhere to edge. Many times I wouldn’t be in the mood to do it, but I would obey K. One time I was out in public and I went into the restroom, my friend was with me and she was in the stall next to me, not knowing the entire time I was taking a video of me edging to send to K.

One day K finally told me my first real task, something I’ve been wanting to do but also too scared to do it. I had to make a video of me sucking cock for them. I had to find them online. I used a dating app. I completed this video and sent it to them. Now they really had me…

Soon after, I’m getting my nipples pierced for them. I slowly was changing as they were behavior modifying me.. I was dressing more slutty. I was starting to live out things I was too afraid to do, but never questioned it because I knew if I didn’t, then I would be facing worse. I become verified on SW sites and attempted to do it. I wasn’t too good, but I’m hoping one day that will change. I started to become more and more easy to fuck, spreading my legs open for anyone.

I’ve done things I never thought I would do to ensure my slut side would not be exposed. K had access to my social media but never would open messages that were unopened or answer as me, until I had to give up my identity freedom. They were posting on my story as me. (This was established prior that if they wanted to demand this they can. I allowed this)

I had to pee in my water bottle and take a casual sip at my work desk with a straight face. I had a remote lovense toy and they forced me to have a ruined orgasm at my desk at work.

They hypnotized me a few times and my memory is still pretty foggy from it.

I had to learn to love anal sex and hate orgasms. I started to fear having orgasms, but I had an intense need to make others orgasm. I slowly became an easy whore. Posting porn of myself.

I told K I was getting wet from trauma posts I kept seeing of girls rubbing while talking about their trauma out loud.

while on my camera, in live time, K asked me questions on my trauma while I edged my pussy, confusing my head while I was trying not to cum while reliving traumatic events, leaving me in tears. This was followed by intense aftercare for the rest of the day. It was the most intense edging session I’ve ever done and I loved every minute of it.

I had a work event and I had to wear a skirt with no panties. I found 2 strangers to fuck that in an alley. They loved making me a slut who was willing to fuck anyone at any time. I loved it when they would whore me out telling me to go suck or fuck for their entertainment.

I had to go to the store once in a skirt, bend over, and while leaving the store I had to piss myself outside of my car before I was allowed to drive home.

I’m sure I’m missing some other things I’ve done. Recently we ended things after my 3rd time telling them I can’t do it anymore. I kept running back begging to be owned again. But this time we agreed it’s best to end our chapter. Truth be told if they asked to own me again I would say yes. I never had such a trusting dynamic before with both respect and consent. each time I used my safeword they respected it and showed me their proof of deleting any photos, videos, and messages. I put all my trust into someone I never met before in the fear of being blackmailed and I have no regrets. They taught me so much about myself, and I had so much fun while we did it.

K if you’re reading this, I cherish every moment I had with you. I miss you. And I’m so happy we had what we had. I can honestly say I’ll never forget you and I want to thank you for respecting me each and every step of the way.

To the lurking subs, do your homework, both parties verify, and NEVER let a blackmailer tell you you’re not allowed to have a safeword and/or limits. Finding something online can be dangerous, but I promise you some blackmailers are true and real and will respect you.

To the blackmail doms reading this, I’m not looking for any dynamic. Please no DMs.

Thank you for reading, and be safe and have fun!

xoxo E

This is nothing but fantasy, none of this happened. I want to confess a fantasy of mine:

I have a fantasy where I’m being treated less than human. I’ll suck cock while you’ll look at hotter and thinner girls. And you’ll tell me in detail how they are so much hotter than me, skinnier than me, how you can’t cum looking at me so you resulted into putting a bag over my head while I suck your cock with the bag on. You’ll poke fun of my chubby stomach, laugh at me, call me a fat cow and tell me how disgusting I am. You’ll remind me all day of the hotter women you’re talking to. Show me their socials and how they are so much better than me, not a disgusting fat lard desperate for a man. Youll have me pick out my most unflattering photo of me so I can show it to a skinny girl so she can gag and laugh at how disgusting i am. You’ll spend the day reminding me that I’m a disgusting fat cow and you’re unable to cum looking at me.

Broke 140 days after my dynamic ended. And I had an orgasm out of spite and anger. Has anyone else done this?