I wrote this after my punishment 🩷
My favorite part of being punished
is what comes after.
The sharp little pinpricks
still burning in my skin,
reminding me exactly why
I ended up over your lap.
I hate knowing the correction is coming.
It scares me.
And I still want it.
Because I trust you to be fair.
I trust your hands.
I trust you enough to surrender
even when I don't want to.
Then you rub my sore skin gently,
your fingertips soothing
the places that still sting.
The punishment is still there.
I can still feel it.
But now your hands are comforting me.
The lingering sting
beneath your gentle hands.
The safety of knowing
I'm loved.
The paddle is firm.
Your hands are gentle.
That’s my favorite feeling. ❤️