u/Nandiniabitch

Bondage Office

Hi everyone, so sorry I didn't make an introduction! I know it's more of a request, but I feel odd not abiding by rules even if they aren't fully required, so sorry!! T_T;;; !!

You can call me Ame! I don't want to give my name, but she is me, and I am her! So I thought it would be easy to just use that name. I'm an adult, and I'm currently unemployed...!!!

I have a lot of mental problems and a difficult past, but I'm not currently diagnosed with anything...I'm super sensitive about anything and everything, I'm the most jealous person in the world, and I'm not rational at all. I have super conflicting views, and also switch how I feel about things very quickly. My mind is a ticking time bomb waiting to explode...

I'm super odd and awkward, and I struggle with talking to almost everyone. I only get along with one person in the entire world. I converse with myself all the time, and it's common for me to talk to the different versions of myself (?).

I like NSO and J-Fashion...As for what other things I like...it doesn't matter. If anyone cares, you are free to ask.

I really love my partner. He means the world to me, and I'm extremely obsessed with him. I can't imagine being without him. He is the sole reason I'm alive, and I want to be with him forever. He is the most understanding person I've met. Even though I'm so mentally ill, he always finds me cute, which is what I've always wanted in all my life. He also gets obsessive, not really the same as me, but still, I love it. Sometimes I wish he'd just keep me home all the time. I'd let him...I want him to be so obsessed with me to the point I feel overwhelmed with love, and I'd love to be stalked and followed all the time by him !!!! I love mutual obsession!!! I love being obsessed over and stalked!!

I’m just a regular person.
Someone who wants to be held, spoiled, treated like a little princess or kitten—
not a slave who’s punished to tears and still expected to smile.

I don’t enjoy training, and I don’t like pain.
I often wonder:
If my Master wanted a true masochist…
why didn’t he choose someone else?
Why did he choose me?

But every time I break down crying,
and he holds me—stroking my head like he’s saying “good girl”…
I soften again.
And somehow… I feel like I matter.

The internet is the same.
I hate many of the requests—things you call “teasing” feel like trials to me.
But when I force myself to do them,
and everyone praises me, saying I did well…
I feel like my effort is finally seen.

So am I really submitting?
Or am I just acting?
Acting out the kind of sub you expect—
the reactions, the shame, the role?

If you’re willing…
I’d like to hear who I am in your eyes.