u/Nirvanas_milkk

I passed out from blood loss. right before passing out all i remember was saying to myself "dont pass out dont pass out", then i was out.

It was bliss, it felt like everything id sought for, like heaven. I hope thats what death is like.

When i think about death, the first thing that comes to mind is the relief, the relief of not having to endure my broken brain and body anymore (ive got chronic and untreatable health problems). but then its thinking about what i leave behind. all the things ive cared about, all the things that have meant so much to me just gone. this goes beyond just the people im leaving behind, its the memories that are erasing from existance, gone with me, as if they meant nothing.