Confession of starting meth
CONFESSION
First time ever im gonna say this to anyone else but i started using meth to reduce weight
YES I AM AWARE OF ALL THE HARMS OF METH
BUT I WOULD RATHER FACE THOSE THAN BE FAT
i dont want concerns and people saying dont use meth its bad
like dude i know but i still do its an issue and you typing that comment will do nothing
its the internet that comment means nothing so dont bother
other than meth i have tried going on water fasts,
smoking cigarettes for weight loss
trying to not eat morning afternoon and evening and smoking weed and going to sleep at night to skip meals
when i was in school i used to out 10 spoons of coffee in a 1L steel water bottle fill it with water and drink that all during school and then have more cups of coffee when im home
after all those things i was chilling with friends and they had m with them and i did a small line
found out the effects of it
read
APPETITE SUPPRESSION yeah i was fucked
now i score - snort - go on a 2-3 days bender - have a crash - repeat
after repeating this cycle back to back for 2 - 3 time non stop
my body mind everything gives up
and i stop using meth
and this goes on for a while (depending on how i feel about how i look and my weight) anywhere from a few weeks to months
after that time off meth something or the other happens which makes me go crazy that i need to lose weight and i get meth again and its a loop
i wanted to confess this and let it out that im been holding this in