Making my [f25] bf [m26] think it was his idea UPDATE [girlfriends perspective]
This Sunday my boyfriend and I were both out enjoying the weather and I ended up joining him and his friends for drinks in the evening. His friend Ryan was there and I was immediately getting butterflies thinking about sucking his dick a while ago, and wanting more.
So as an update on how it’s been going with my boyfriend I’ve been trying to fuck him less and tease him more, which is hard because I really need it pretty often, but I’ve been getting by using the big dildo which frankly fills me up better than him anyway, though I’m missing/craving the physical side of sex (being pinned down etc).
One step I took lately is asking him if he wanted to watch me use the dildo on myself, telling him he’s only allowed to rub his dick over his jeans while he watches, and then after I cum making an excuse about just wanting to snuggle or something so that he doesn’t get off at all. I’ve done it twice and it’s so hot and I can tell he definitely likes that I’m taking charge a bit more (even if he complains a little). He’s also way more eager to go down on me in the past few weeks so I know he’s happy with the direction things are going and wants to be more submissive, as he should frankly.
Anyway we’re there with his friend Ryan and I didn’t even have to say anything to my boyfriend, we just kind of glanced at each other a few times and he must have texted Ryan because an hour later we’re all waiting for an uber back to Ryan’s without even having a full conversation about it.
We’re a little drunk at this point and I don’t hesitate, I sat them both on the couch and started going down on them. I actually focused more on my boyfriend during this because I was worried Ryan might cum like last time, so after a few minutes I simply told Ryan to go get a condom. He left the room and my boyfriend and I had this incredible charged moment where we just held eye contact while Ryan got ready to fuck me… I’m still buzzing just thinking about it.
So Ryan comes back and gets behind me, starts fucking me doggy while I play with my boyfriend’s dick. I loved looking at my boyfriend while I got good dick, he’s never really seen me get satisfied like that besides with a dildo and it was so intense for both of us. I wasn’t sure how much to let on but it felt great. Ryan isn’t even hung per se but he must be a good inch bigger than my boyfriend and thick too. With the condom on he really didn’t have a problem lasting a little while…
I tried not to make my boyfriend cum but I think he was really turned on and before I knew it he was cumming on his belly. It was kind of my fault, I noticed that he was starting to cum and part of me genuinely didn’t want him to, so I sort of took my hands off and hoped he wouldn’t. But really I loved seeing him get most of his cum on himself while I was getting fucked... As he finished I took him into my mouth kind of trying to make up for it but I hope this was good subliminal messaging lol.
The hottest part of the night was my boyfriend told us to keep going while he cleaned himself up, and Ryan had me to himself and we both came while my boyfriend sort of hovered. I’m not even sure when he came back into the room but he was definitely there to see Ryan cum on my back. It was also the first time he had seen me cum during penetration and we had a conversation about that after and he was jealous but glad to see me happy and could tell it meant a lot for me to experience that again. I think seeing me cum on the dildo beforehand made him realize it *could* happen but wasn’t happening with him so maybe he had already had some time to process.
Anyway it was even hotter than I could have imagined to be honest and my boyfriend is handling it well. He’s definitely starting to accept that I need more sexually and in all honestly the last month has made me love him even more because I think a lot of guys wouldn’t be able to handle that. But we’re starting to talk about it more and I think he’s excited too. He hasn’t owned up to enjoying the humiliation aspect of things but I think he’s going to get there given that he isn’t too upset about me ruining his orgasm during our first threesome. More to come hopefully!