Conflicted
My fiancé and I are getting married next month and on a whim I asked her if there was anybody I should be aware of in her past that is going to be at our wedding. She made a joke about her two college roommates she used to make out with while drinking. I chuckled and asked if there was anyone else. That’s when she admitted that her and a guy in her friend group had hooked up for a while a few months before we met. I had asked her about guys in that group before and she has told me that nothing had happened with any of them. I am conflicted that yes it turns me on and I don’t judge her for her past at all and enjoyed hearing about her hook up with him but it was a gut punch to know that she had kept it from me and was inviting him to the wedding anyways. I can’t stop being turned on and at the some time feeling a lack of trust. Definitely not something to stop the marriage so I guess I’m going to have to get the rest of the stories from her so I’m not surprised again.