Lil fun turned into full on hallucinations and psychosis. Remember to know how long you’ve been up.
Hello. so I have been stimming for a few days and I took my shot around 3 PM yesterday and I was tired than a motherfucker in truth it was too much of a dose I think on top of being for almost 3 days and three days. I don’t know 1-3 dose a day. right fucking after I am video chatting with someone i’m thinking that there’s someone behind him not to mention all the paranoia I was starting to begin to feel. Including paranoid about my own boyfriend, thinking that he was doing something nefarious while we were having sex. I was legitimately afraid that when we went to do doggy he was going to have someone else come in the room and fuck me. Like I said psychosis. Another thing to mention and point out i have adhd , bipolar, anxiety, ect wanted to mention my mental health diagnosis because I know technically all you need to do in order to achieve psychosis is to go without sleeping long enough and have ADHD. You don’t even need drugs. lol and about four or five days prior or something like that I was in a different kind of psychosis and didn’t realize it until I had already slept and calmed down but essentially, I kept getting scared that there was someone like behind the door and then I just kept screaming and freaking out and like everything was freaking me out. This one was a lot worse because of the hallucinations. So far, I don’t recall any voices or anything like that. Also, it was pointed out to me that my memory is pretty bad because I was in a conversation yesterday and they’re like well this and the other I’m like no that didn’t happen, but you told me I did and I have no recollection. I ended up taking two Klonopin around four yesterday. I lay down was on the phone for a bit as for comfort and I guess right after I got off the phone I crashed out didn’t wake up for 12 hours later. Now I’m eating but will not use today. Besides only have very lil anyhow. legit one ass dowse l fr plus what i left in my bowl. but if any of you guys have any experience. Or wanna offer any helpful suggestion suggestions that would be great. Brain feels relatively normal today. And keep in mind I didn’t purposely stay up that long. It was an accident. Which I did trying to figure out it was indeed 58 hours.