u/Ok-Landscape9036

My hotwife has been out of action for medical reasons for the past few months and we are looking to do things to keep us in the game. She has always wanted to see me give a proper blowjob to a guy and although I've never considered myself bi, the idea does turn me on - mostly by how much it turns her on. We have everything planned for 12 days time and she is incredibly excited by it, however I'm getting increasingly nervous. Any suggestions for how to avoid cold feet?

I've had a bustup with my wife over a new bull who has lied to us a couple of times over small things. She is very enamored with him and doesn't seem to care, but I'm of the opinion that if he lies about the small things, then what else is he lying about? We all make ourselves vulnerable playing around with thus dynamic and I'm uncomfortable with dealing with people I don't trust. Wife is cock-happy and says I'm making a big deal over nothing. Am I wrong here?