39F4M fill my void
I had unbelievably good luck here once. Best case scenario: true love, lifechanging sex, the deepest companionship. It lasted five years, but it’s been over for awhile now, and the deficiencies in my marriage are all the harder to live with in the absence of that outlet. So here I am again. This place is different now, I’m older (though I’m prettier now than I was at 30, i think). I don’t know if I’m really ready, I don’t know if I remember how to do this. But I know that now that I’ve had the real thing I can’t just go back to shouting into the void.
No pressure. No checklist. I’d like it if you’re my age or older and can string together complete sentences, but we’re all just reading vibes and you never really know what you’re looking for until you find it, you know?