u/OptimalMess1452

I personally can’t get over my own insecurities about pegging. My wife has done it twice now and has been nothing but supportive. But I feel like im just waiting for her to tell me that it’s too weird or something. I personally love it and the one that asked for it. I want it more but am also afraid to express that. I don’t want to scare her away, or her to think any differently of me. I’m aware the only solution is through her but that’s also terrifying. The idea and action are so pleasurable to me it’s hard to wrap my head around. Just a rant from a guy that enjoys pegging

Tl:dr First experience wasn’t smooth, but it felt incredible

To be honest, the first time was sort of a disaster but I loved it. Pegging was my (m) idea to start and she was willing to do but clearly not as enthusiastic as I was. I was secretly hoping to hate the experience since it’s something I’ve been fantasizing about for a long time but I held that quiet shame and guilt that I’m sure others have felt and I’m not proud of

When she put the strapon on, it was confusing to be so turned on. My brain kind of quit working. I didn’t really know how to react. I was terrified to scare her away if I did too much, Im not entirely sure what she would be okay with. I never asked because I never thought I’d make it this far. I know communication is key in these situations but it took a lot for me to just ask her to do it and didn’t want to push my luck. Ie should I play with it or suck it, would she find that sexy or a turn off. It obviously wouldn’t be any physical stimulation to her.

When she first pushed it in, it happened a little too fast and it was very unpleasant. I learned the hard way to guide it in myself. I had to take a few moments before we tried again. After that, she found a nice rhythm. Only a few minutes later I came harder than I ever have in my life. It was honestly everything I hoped it would be and now it’s all I can think about. I’m going to have to find a way to make it a regular part of our routine. 10/10 would recommend