u/Organic_Squash3494

Hello Sirs.

I am Hakan. A 37 yo married sub fag. I am actually quite experienced, but only lately i am trying to make peace with my kinks and navigate around them.

I am obedient. Devoted. And work so hard to please my masters and make them happy. I like to lose my sense of self and think about what would excite the person who owns me.

I have been a sub for a long time now, but always with throw away accounts; quick plays, fag regrets. That recently changed. I've been doing therapy about what I want and the regret part just... shifted. There is more of a curiosity at the moment. That's why I am looking for a more permanent dom/sub relationship. Where trust and getting to know each other will be a huge factor. My husband knows that I talk to doms online, so I feel safer.

My kinks are being humiliated, degraded and verbally abused. The verbal part is really important for me. I like to feel "beneath", and I love the degradation. Poppers. Doing tasks with videos and photos. Making sure the dom is satisfied and happy with me. That he thinks I am a good boy.

My limits are pain, cbt, marks on body, permanent exposure, scat, blood, id stuff. (hubby and I are having a lot of sex lately, so denial/chastity is a bit hard for me to provide)

I am more into the pleasing part rather than exposure. My goal is to see someone as the alpha, and to make god damn sure that they're pleased. As much as I receive precare and aftercare, I provide precare and aftercare.

I am not always available to actively serve due to my marriage and... well, life. But I am available regularly. If you have really read so far, please include the word pineapple in your first message, so that I know you know what you want, and what I need.

I hope someone will get interested and a beautiful and hot relationship will start. Please DM me.

Hakan

Hello Sirs.

I am Hakan. A 37 yo married sub fag. I am actually quite experienced, but only lately i am trying to make peace with my kinks and navigate around them.

I am obedient. Devoted. And work so hard to please my masters and make them happy. I like to lose my sense of self and think about what would excite the person who owns me.

I have been a sub for a long time now, but always with throw away accounts; quick plays, fag regrets. That recently changed. I've been doing therapy about what I want and the regret part just... shifted. There is more of a curiosity at the moment. That's why I am looking for a more permanent dom/sub relationship. Where trust and getting to know each other will be a huge factor. My husband knows that I talk to doms online, so I feel safer.

My kinks are being humiliated, degraded and verbally abused. The verbal part is really important for me. I like to feel "beneath", and I love the degradation. Poppers. Doing tasks with videos and photos. Making sure the dom is satisfied and happy with me. That he thinks I am a good boy.

My limits are pain, cbt, marks on body, permanent exposure, scat, blood, id stuff. (hubby and I are having a lot of sex lately, so denial/chastity is a bit hard for me to provide)

I am more into the pleasing part rather than exposure. My goal is to see someone as the alpha, and to make god damn sure that they're pleased. As much as I receive precare and aftercare, I provide precare and aftercare.

I am not always available to actively serve due to my marriage and... well, life. But I am available regularly. If you have really read so far, please include the word pineapple in your first message, so that I know you know what you want, and what I need.

I hope someone will get interested and a beautiful and hot relationship will start. Please DM me.

Hakan

Hello Sirs.

I am Hakan. A 37 yo married sub fag. I am quite experienced. But only lately i am trying to make peace with my kinks and navigate around them.

I am not fit, I am not super fat. I am not super hot, i am not ugly. Just your average, curvy human being; who is quite a nice person as a bonus. I started to diet and go to the gym 3 times a week. Who knows? Maybe my body will transform in front of your eyes.

I am obedient. Devoted. And work so hard to please my masters and make them happy. I like to lose my sense of self and think about what would excite the person who owns me.

I have been a sub for a long time now, but always with throw away accounts; quick plays, fag regrets. That recently changed. I've been doing therapy about what I want and the regret part just... shifted. There is more of a curiosity at the moment. That's why I am looking for a more permanent dom/sub relationship. Where trust and getting to know each other will be a huge factor. My husband knows that I talk to doms online, so I feel safer.

My kinks are being humiliated, degraded and verbally abused. The verbal part is really important for me. I like to feel "beneath", and I love the degradation. Poppers. Doing tasks with videos and photos. Making sure the dom is satisfied and happy with me. That he thinks I am a good boy.

My limits are pain, cbt, marks on body, permanent exposure, scat, blood, id stuff, chastity and denial (hubby and I are having a lot of sex lately, so denial/chastity is a bit hard for me to provide)

I am more into the pleasing part rather than exposure. My goal is to see someone as the alpha, and to make god damn sure that they're pleased. As much as I receive precare and aftercare, I provide precare and aftercare.

I am not always available to actively serve due to my marriage and... well, life. But I am available regularly. If you have really read so far, please include the word pineapple in your first message, so that I know you know what you want, and what I need.

I think I didn't write a hot message. It won't get the attention of a lot of people. Lot of unnecessary details. This is how I really think and what I really want, though. I am ready to progress and be a better boy/fag/whore in this journey.

So... fingers crossed for the right person :)

Hope to talk to you soon, sirs.

Hakan

Hello Sirs.

I am Hakan. A 37 yo married sub fag who is trying to make peace with his kinks and navigate around them.

I am not fit, I am not super fat. I am not super hot, i am not ugly. Just your average, curvy human being; who is quite a nice person as a bonus. I started to diet and go to the gym 3 times a week. Who knows? Maybe my body will transform in front of your eyes.

I am obedient. Devoted. And work so hard to please my masters and make them happy. I like to lose my sense of self and think about what would excite the person who owns me. I think I can say that I am a good and experienced sub.

I have been a sub for a long time now, but always with throw away accounts; quick plays, fag regrets. That recently changed. I've been doing therapy about what I want and the regret part just... shifted. There is more of a curiosity at the moment. That's why I am looking for a more permanent dom/sub relationship. Where trust and getting to know each other will be a huge factor. Don't get me wrong I still do quick jerk offs. But this is something I would like to try with the right people.

My kinks are being humiliated, degraded and verbally abused. The verbal part is really important for me. I like to feel "beneath", and I love the degradation. Poppers. Doing tasks with videos and photos. Making sure the dom is satisfied and happy with me. That he thinks I am a good boy.

My limits are pain, cbt, marks on body, permanent exposure, scat, blood, id stuff.

I am more into the pleasing part rather than exposure. My goal is to see someone as the alpha, and to make god damn sure that they're pleased. As much as I receive precare and aftercare, I provide precare and aftercare.

I am not always available to actively serve due to my marriage and... well, life. But I am available regularly. If you have really read so far, please include the word pineapple in your first message, so that I know you know what you want.

I think I didn't write a hot message. It won't get the attention of a lot of people. Lot of unnecessary details. This is how I really think and what I really want, though.

So... fingers crossed for the right person :)

Hope to talk to you soon, sirs.

Hakan