Skin Issues During 3 Month Bender
Ok so I've been on since Feb.
About a month in I started getting blister things on my face that turn into open lesions that leak fluid, crust over, peel off then scar. I also had like a layer of almost wax on my whole face.
I am a clean user, I sleep, I eat, I shower, I wash my face morning and night, I drink a fuck ton of water.
I bought up the entire store in face products that might help, azelaic acid, benzoyl peroxide, all the creams and washes .. you name it, I tried it ... didn't work.
I went to the ER when one lesion got so big it covered half my forehead, had bloods done, a biopsy, got steroid cream and Doxy ... didn't work.
I cut out sugar. I cut out dairy. I drank nothing but water and fucking LOT of it ... didn't work.
By this point its apparent that I am a vain motherfucker and it was really starting to fuck with my Mh, I didn't want to go out at all, just hibernate inside and hide my fucked up face.
So I did the dreaded thing ... I came off the meth. I knew all along that it was the problem but thought the power of meds and cleansers and creams might be enough to over power it ... it wasn't.
I didn't really Wd, which shocked me, I've never been on for that long. I'm a regular user but like for a week or so then off for a month sort of thing and I would Wd terribly .. next level depression, impending doom, sleep for hours, couldn't eat or drink .. full Wd shit was fucked for 3 - 5 days.
This was 3 fucking months of daily use, I was dreading coming off but I was fine wtf anyway its been a week and a half off, the lesions are gone, no new ones have come up, the wax layer is slowly peeling off, the skin under it is very fucking dry.
I've said a lot of fucking words here but my question is ... has anyone had anything happen like this?
And how the FUCK long until it's all cleared? Like fuck, I did what you wanted skin! I got off the drugs, now GET YOUR FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER fuuuuuuuuck