u/Outrageous_Grade5178

[m4f] porn relapse addiction

I’m a 37 year old role virgin with a tiny dick and I have a porn addiction. I really got in to porn after a friend of mine convinced me it was normal. It was a young woman I had s crush on. She was the girlfriend of a close friend of mine. We were some sort of a trio and I yes I had a crush on her.

She has a cute face and a lovely chest, shapely ass too and her thighs could cure depression. She was fun but also had a sadistic side to her. She loved to tease me, her being in an open relationship made it that much easier to tease me even in front of her boufriend.

I just loved the idea of jerking off to porn just cause she wanted me to so I did. And I’ve been addicted ever since. Her teasing me nearly every time I saw her made it harder to stop. It felt like she was actively giving me reasons to jerk off. One day when she was driving me home alone from a party she asked me if I jerked off to her and I said no. I felt ashamed even though the answer should have been yes. I regret it to this day but here we are.

Then I meet a different friend and she was a friend of a friend when I first meet her and she was really in to porn. And the way she teased me gave me brain and dick permanent gooner damage. I sometimes cant cum without thinking about a time when she teased me. She knew I was a virgin and it must of encouraged her to make my frustration worse.

I miss that… I try to stop jerking off to porn because it’s bad of me but a part of me does it just to taste the sweet pain of defeat and succumb like the pathetic virgin porn addict I am.

I’d love to talk to a woman about porn addiction and porn relapse kink. I’d love to share stories of our struggles, victories and sweet defeats. I’d also love to share fantasies about porn addiction.

I’m a huge porn addict so I’m always on. I love to chat so please send a message. And thank you for reading!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 3 days ago

[m4f] rejection can be addicting

I’m a rejection addict. There is nothing like being rejected by a cute woman other than noticing them enjoy it. Woman are so beautiful and lovely even when rejecting you.

Recently I have been having trouble getting a job and I’ve been jerking off to rejection letters while fantasizing that they are from beautiful women who get off to rejecting desperate middle aged men.

I would go to the bar and get rejected there a thousand times if I didn’t think it would annoy them more than make them laugh at me.

I remember this cute college teacher that would flirt with all the guys but me. She would hug them even and she was so cute but would act to put off whenever I wanted the same attention… gosh I would love to have a pic of her to jerk off to.

Or my friends … telling them how cute they are and watching them side step the complement or act like I didn’t say anything but see them reacting to flirting from other guys positively always makes me ache like the pathetic virgin I am.

Reaching out for a hug and getting a handshake or a wave goodbye is still so sexually frustrating to me. Easily makes me jerk off 10 out 10 times. Just knowing they didn’t want to because of what it would mean to me.

Id love to talk to a woman about rejection and how it has snapped your fantasies and share experiences in respect to that subject.

I’m a porn addict so im always on! Please send a message I love to chat! Thank you for reading!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 5 days ago

[m4f]older men being bullied by younger women at work

I have such a deep fantasy about younger women bullying older men in the work place.

I had this part time job once and I worked under a woman who was more than ten years younger than me. She had more experience and was paid more and was smarter and more respected.

I was there to do some office job but I ended up being her personal assistant literally walking across the room and handing her things just a few feet away from her.

My boss would even talk to me about it. He asked me if I were her assistant. I answered yes. It’s because I had no idea what to do at that job and she wouldn’t give me any training. So I just cleaned the carpet, the closet, reorganized to supplies. I did a lot of manual labor. The most office job thing I did was make copies.

I jerked off to her and the humiliation till the day I got fired.

Ever since i have been seeking the same high but know it probably won’t happen again.

I’d like to talk to a woman about this dynamic and share experiences and fantasies with one another.

I’m a porn addict so I’m always on. Please send a message, I love to chat!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 9 days ago

[mm4f] I fantasize about being mocked by a happy couple

I’m a 37 year old virgin loser masochist with a small dick and one of my biggest wishes for my sex life is to die a virgin while a young couple mocks and teases me. I’d love to find someone to talk to about this kinky all be it weird fantasy of mine.

Ive looked and begged and I found one young man merciful and patient enough with me to agree to talk about his role as a bull and bring in his interesting perspective in to the conversation.

Don’t let the word young stop you. That’s the least important part to my fantasy. I’d love a couple to mock me so badly as they flirt with each other.

I’d love to watch them fuck and deprive me of any touch and keep me a virgin for the rest of my life as I worship their relationship and sex life together.

When I was in my college days over 15 years ago I was always the third wheel. I was so desperate for female attention that I would spend the entire date flirting with her or making her laugh and just entertaining her. Her date would often interject by kissing her and holding her and telling her he loves
her in front of me and I had to take it. By the end of the date when I told my goodbyes i would come to the realization that he got to chill for a night and then go home and fuck her and I got to work hard all night and go home and jerk off to her. That’s where my depraved fantasy comes from.

So I’m begging here on Reddit like a loser .. a desperate virgin loser to message me please so all three of us can connect on Reddit and share our unique perspectives when it comes to this peculiar dynamic.

I would talk about being the outsider of a lo wing relationship and the both of you can talk about how it feels being in a relationship desperate men wish to witness and be made jealous of.

Thank you for reading! I love to chat so please don’t hesitate to send a message!

Thank you for reading!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 13 days ago

[m4f] begging younger women to disrespect me

Young women disrespecting me turns me on so much. I’m a 37 year old virgin with a small dick and unemployed and I can’t get enough of being talked down to by younger women.

I have no real work experience so I often go in to jobs as entry level and get bosses around by younger women.

If there was a job where I could be bossed around and mocked and humiliated by younger women it wiuld be perfect nirvana.

I remember once a woman that worked at a phone company treated me like garbage. I went in to cancel some subscription for something I didn’t want and she hated me. Basically looked at me with contempt and called me an idiot withoit calling me an idiot witb her tone. She had large beautiful chest and it made me feel so powerless knowing she would never want me to see them.

But it’s rare to find myself in that position and well… I’d love to meet more younger women who would love to disrespect and humiliate and older man.

Knowing I will always want her more than she wants me and how much weaker I am out in the world in respect to attractiveness, friends, romantic partners, money making power and all over social status turns me on so incredibly.

To truly feel beneath someone younger than me is truly pathetic.

We could talk about how much of a loser or failure I am or about how much better you are than me for hours and it still wouldn’t be enough.

Thank you for reading! Please send a message, I love to chat!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 13 days ago

[m4f] You are not a loser! I am!

You ever felt like you are at the bottom of the pecking order and the world just seems to pick on you?… well try picking on me!

I’m such a needy and horny masochist, I’m begging you!

Your boyfriend likes to make fun of you at every turn? Make fun of me! Your boss keeps saying you are useless… point out my uselessness! You feel like you aren’t having enough sex… well I’m a 37 year old virgin with a small dick.

Also I’m unemployed and live with my mom. I’m so beneath you and everything that you do. My life is worse and I get off on it. Make me feel bad about it.

Some women feel down. They don’t like where’s they are in life and/or where they are going. Something about their career, upbringing, relationships (romantic or friend), their sex life and possibly just something is off… something they can’t quit put their finger on. I’m here to tell you I’m an even bigger loser.

I want to chat with women that feel like complete losers and show them they are special, cute and wonderful… compared to me.

Thanks for reading! Please don’t hesitate to send a message! I love to chat!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 14 days ago

I’m a 37 year old virgin with a tiny dick and I’d love for a couple to mock me and laugh at me. As a masochist humiliation turns me on so much.

Maybe a couple that is in to small penis humiliation would be amazing. But really we can talk about anything, l was bullied as an adult and maybe I can tell you about that.

I’d love to be teased and denied like a cuck. Oh gosh…

I picture her to be so cute and sadistic and him supportive about living out her fantasy of being a dom to a middle aged virgin. She’d wear something cute all the time and he’d sit back and smirk while his girlfriend turns me in to her bitch.

something about a confident couple mocking me in my pathetic attempt to impress her or be a man in front of her is so hot.

As a virgin I could ask you two about sex and how it feels. Hmmm it would be so hot if you were younger than me. I’d feel so pathetic. I am pathetic but I’d really like to feel it.

I was once a homework slave for a couple. They’d make me slap my balls and stay hope all night writing essays and it’s all I’ve ever been able to think about for years.

I want chat about how it feels beneath two a couple that know they are better than me. I want to talk to couples that have experience or fantasies about dominating and/or teasing an inferior masochist.

I love to chat so don’t hesitate to send a message! Thanks for reading!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 18 days ago

I’m a 37 year old virgin with a tiny dick and I’d love for a couple to mock me and laugh at me. As a masochist humiliation turns me on so much.

Maybe a couple that is in to small penis humiliation would be amazing. But really we can talk about anything, l was bullied as an adult and maybe I can tell you about that.

I’d love to be teased and denied like a cuck. Oh gosh…

I picture her to be so cute and sadistic and him supportive about living out her fantasy of being a dom to a middle aged virgin. She’d wear something cute all the time and he’d sit back and smirk while his girlfriend turns me in to her bitch.

something about a confident couple mocking me in my pathetic attempt to impress her or be a man in front of her is so hot.

As a virgin I could ask you two about sex and how it feels. Hmmm it would be so hot if you were younger than me. I’d feel so pathetic. I am pathetic but I’d really like to feel it.

I was once a homework slave for a couple. They’d make me slap my balls and stay hope all night writing essays and it’s all I’ve ever been able to think about for years.

I just want to feel beneath two a couple that know they are better than me so badly.

I know it’s a long shot and idk why someone would agree to it but if you’d like to degrade me please send me a message. Thanks for reading.

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 18 days ago

I’m a 37 year old virgin with a tiny dick and I’d love for a couple to mock me and laugh at me. As a masochist humiliation turns me on so much.

Maybe a couple that is in to small penis humiliation would be amazing. But really we can talk about anything, l was bullied as an adult and maybe I can tell you about that.

I’d love to be teased and denied like a cuck. Oh gosh…

I picture her to be so cute and sadistic and him supportive about living out her fantasy of being a dom to a middle aged virgin. She’d wear something cute all the time and he’d sit back and smirk while his girlfriend turns me in to her bitch.

something about a confident couple mocking me in my pathetic attempt to impress her or be a man in front of her is so hot.

As a virgin I could ask you two about sex and how it feels. Hmmm it would be so hot if you were younger than me. I’d feel so pathetic. I am pathetic but I’d really like to feel it.

I was once a homework slave for a couple. They’d make me slap my balls and stay hope all night writing essays and it’s all I’ve ever been able to think about for years.

I just want to feel beneath two a couple that know they are better than me so badly.

I know it’s a long shot and idk why someone would agree to it but if you’d like to degrade me please send me a message. Thanks for reading.

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 22 days ago

Im a 37 year old virgin with a tiny dick and I’d love for a couple to mock me and laugh at me. As a masochist humiliation turns me on so much.

Maybe a couple that is in to small penis humiliation would be amazing. But really we can talk about anything, l was bullied as an adult and maybe I can tell you about that.

I’d love to be teased and denied like a cuck. Oh gosh…

I picture her to be so cute and sadistic and him supportive about living out her fantasy of being a dom to a middle aged virgin. She’d wear something cute all the time and he’d sit back and smirk while his girlfriend turns me in to her bitch.

something about a confident couple mocking me in my pathetic attempt to impress her or be a man in front of her is so hot.

As a virgin I could ask you two about sex and how it feels. Hmmm it would be so hot if you were younger than me. I’d feel so pathetic. I am pathetic but I’d really like to feel it.

I was once a homework slave for a couple. They’d make me slap my balls and stay hope all night writing essays and it’s all I’ve ever been able to think about for years.

I want chat about how it feels beneath two a couple that know they are better than me. I want to talk to couples that have experience or fantasies about dominating and/or teasing an inferior masochist.

I love to chat so don’t hesitate to send a message! Thanks for reading!

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u/Outrageous_Grade5178 — 23 days ago