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I can't stop but keep fantasizing about it. Someone having my info and pics out there, advertising me or using it to keep me in check, feminizing me beyond limits... i don't know what to do with it.. I'm finally doing a bit better in life. quit porn and the fem stuff for over 2 weeks. But it keeps coming back in my head.
I guess I'm really looking for someone to handle me, to push me even when I don't want to through blackmail... someone mean and manipulative... to bring me to a point of no return. no mercy
I'll say I'm a skinny sub, (with some curves), pale, brown hair and green eyes... naive of nature and soft