Is it only me that needs to masturbate to better understand situations?
I have a lot of issues regarding telling the difference between platonic vs romantic feelings and/or affection, but thats not exactly what im talking about here... For example, I made friends with a trans girl recently and we get along reeeeally well (she's autistic too of course) so I was having a hard time telling if I was into her or not. It was only after going and watching some trans porn and getting off, that the next time we spent time together I could better see what I was feeling. And no- it wasn't post nut clarity, I first saw her again like a week after doing it. Also, this isn't my only example, for it was through the creation of some fursona-adjacent characters for purely horny purposes that I really learned what my actual relationship with sex is. I kinda just experience something, find an adjacent kink, beat tf out of my pussy, and find myself learning things more deeply because of it... Will answer any questions, I definitely more have points that need elaborating.