First Time poster, long time lurker. I have had cuck fantasies for over 20 years and introduced it to my wife of 18 years, about four years ago. We played on the fetish of sph, using big dildos as her “big cock.” I even got her to post some pictures on Reddit hotwife forum 2 years ago. This fantasy has given me so much fun with my wife and I’m grateful for that.
Recently, I encouraged her to join FEELD and she did, albeit reluctantly. After a few weeks she has been chatting with someone that lives closish. She is really turned on and excited to meet him. He looks like me, has a successful job, with a bigger cock. I should be feeling good, but all I feel is worry that pain. I have read their chats and they are compatible and there appears to be chemistry. I want to tell her to stop, but I feel like I put her here and planting a seed that has sprouted hugely. She claims that she can handle this, but now I’m feeling like dogshit. Should I let her have her fun? Should I make her end it? Pause?
Struggling to sleep. Brain keeps on spinning.