u/Personal-Reading-969

Been doing a lot of coke lately, influenced by partner

I’ve been doing a lot of coke, just had a 3 day binge no sleep, slept and now currently going into a two day no sleep binge. i want to not do it so much but i don’t seem to have much control. my partner thinks we can find a way to manage it but everytime i just rlly have to bat my eyes and he gives in and we end up doing more.

it is usually me who pushes so I have told him to lock it up and hide it from me bc i can’t be trusted. tonight he said he locked it up but he didn’t.

im not sure what to do. i dont want to do it anymore bc i have no self control but he wants to find a way to continue.

I’ve been doing a lot of coke, just had a 3 day binge no sleep, slept and now currently going into a two day no sleep binge. i want to not do it so much but i don’t seem to have much control. my partner thinks we can find a way to manage it but everytime i just rlly have to bat my eyes and he gives in and we end up doing more.

it is usually me who pushes so I have told him to lock it up and hide it from me bc i can’t be trusted. tonight he said he locked it up but he didn’t.

im not sure what to do. i dont want to do it anymore bc i have no self control but he wants to find a way to continue.