Recently, there is a (in my believe) a different kind of stuff going around in the Netherlands. Normally it smells like kerosine/fuel idk, but now a days it has a sour smell. It works almost the same. But i preffer the "original" one. Its not just with one plug. Its almost hard to find one that sells te old stuff. Does anybody know, why?
These al where decent plugs before....
This sub has definitely changed too…
On day 3 of testing new stuff, probably 3g in when below took place, with adequate sleep, being sufficiently fed and hydrated.
Asked a veteran to sample and elaborate on their thoughts about said new stuffs, all properly prepared and served in large lines per their preference. We are 3 shots of strong alcohol deep. They didn’t like it, as they’re used to better stuff. Described as having a hella low level numbing, a rather “meh” sensation, even with the aid of some booze. My take has been “not as good as others, but not bad. “
Veteran suggested we add a minuscule amount of crystal MDMA to our next lines, I’ve never experienced this, so was looking forward to the experience. No idea about potency or amount, like 1mm line by 2cm.
Fast forward through 40 minutes of slightly sped-up brain power and speedy speech; I miraculously sober up. All buzz and sensation gone. A little weird, as I didn’t know what to expect.
Next 1g, taken over 4 hours, did nothing. Nothing at all. Zero sensation, still dead sober. Only observation was a slight tremor in hands.
Never in my life have I experienced such a … void, where vibes used to be.
Effectivity came back later in the evening, aided by some more alcohol.
Help me understand/ explain the sudden and total loss of buzz + inability to get buzzed after?!
Never seen him get so bad but he’s in a dark spiral, spent all his money, Is starting to borrow from friends, calling off and arriving late to work, and has even been using while his family is still inside the house. Very worried about him and it doesn’t help that our mutual connection sends out multiple ad texts per day and comes to him.
Currently chillen and watching sgdq I am into music learning the drums again, gaming going to any kind of show and becoming a gym rat it’s been a fun year lol also Mexico lost 😞
Been sick the past weekend and unable to do any cus of it. I hope you all are well looking forward to being back to your guys side
(F/31) Hey all,
I posted here a while ago saying I was getting off the snow.
It didn’t work.
Managed to abstain for 2 weeks while away abroad but I went straight back to it once home.
It has progressed from doing it later in the day to doing it straight out of bed, all day. I manage to stay under 1g/a day still, but I can tell the addiction is quickly settling in. Apart from a few breaks I’ve been using daily since end of March ~ a little over 3 months.
My psychiatrist knows, he doesn’t really have much to say about it apart from keeping up with my medication (antidepressants, antipsychotics and benzos).
Today I had an appointment in an addiction center, we talked about a few options but honestly the guy was more about asking what kind of help I was looking for rather than offering any real answers. Mostly he said I should get an ADHD and AS test, and also consider rehab + post rehab outpatient treatment.
I use to function, not to have fun. Coke makes me focused and motivated to get shit done, work wise, admin wise, house management wise. It also makes me open up to people a bit more.
When I don’t use I crash, I sleep, I don’t feel like seeing anyone, I don’t have any motivation.
I’m aware that keeping using will just accentuate the bad times I have without it. It’s like a never ending circle and honestly I just don’t know what to do.
I managed to quit alcohol a year ago after I almost killed myself because of my consumption and realising I was an alcoholic. Needless to say I’m more of a polyaddict.
For some reason quitting the snow feels like it’s going to be harder (or at least I’m going to spiral down into hell much quicker).
If you have any tips that worked for you as a daily user in order to cut back/quit entirely, I’d love to hear about it.
Did you have to hit rock bottom, undergo a true health scare, or did you have a “eureka” moment that changed everything ? Did going to rehab work ? Did going to NA work ? (I went to a few meetings but I didn’t click with it at all compared to AA).
I don’t want to die from this shit. I feel so alone and helpless. I never expected to end up in this spot but here I am.
So in the beginning of May I had gotten a bag. By the time I was finished with it I was sick as a dog. Major nasty congestion, cough, bad asthma. Went to urgent care about 4 days after last of the bag. They swabbed me for covid, flu, rsv and rhinovirus (common cold) — I tested pos for rhinovirus. Did a nebulizer treatment, which do normally make me a bit shaky. But the MA pointed out how shaky I was. I chalked it up to the nebulizer treatment and left, was prescribed a week of prednisone. Shakes/soft tremors continued all week into the next. Chalked it up to the steroids. But it Didn’t go away completely for about 4 weeks. At no point did I think the coke did this to me.
….until I picked up again end of june. Was fine all while doing the bag. But a day or two after finishing, shakes are back. It’s almost like a shiver. And a week into July I’m still shaking.
I won’t be picking up again and know this is bad… but like how bad? Any insight?? TIA.
i have been using cocaine for two months everyday now. one time i used a lot and had a huge panic attack, since then i panic almost every time and always feel like i will die because of my heart. i dont have chest pain or anything but my heart just feels weird idk how to explain. the high is also way shorter now but i just assume it’s because of my tolerance. but after the high i always panic and my heart doesn’t even beat that fast. i do get tired way faster after exercising, but that could also be because i’m just out of shape. do i need to worry?
i’ve been meaning to make a dentist appointment anyway (NHS Wales) as i’m due a check up, my teeth are killing me and i know it’s my fault due to my cocaine use. how do i approach this topic with the dentist? i was planning on just being honest and telling them ive been having a lot of pain and issues due to drug use, would this be helpful? could they point me in the right direction in terms of harm reduction/how to soothe my symptoms?
my immediate thought was to just be upfront, but after doing some BRIEF research it seems the main worry for other users/addicts (i can admit i am one) is ensuring dentists/healthcare professionals can’t tell they have been using at all, but i was hoping the dentist would be able to give me some advice or at least be able to make some better informed conclusions after my check up with everything on the table?
idk this is probably a question for a dentist ironically😭😭 just hoping someone has any experiences having conversations like this with dental professionals, i know they can’t help me properly if they don’t know the real cause of my dental issues. (obviously) other than stopping my drug use is there anything they can do to alleviate my tooth pain, im in agony.
for more detail, ive been trying not to gum it for the past few months after the pain became worse but inevitably theres often a little bump that i cant be bothered to scrape up into a small line so i just stick it on my gums, i try to be gentle and have been using pain killers and bonjela - bonjela doesn’t do much at all any more.
sorry if there seems to be an obvious answer to this or i sound ridiculous, i’ve admittedly not researched as much as i could have, i figured a personal/real experience could be more helpful to me?
Daily user here. Been like that for well over a year. If I go a day or 2 without it I'm in bad shape. Is this normal or am I imagining it?
been ripping and drinking since around 5pm-ish yesterday and it’s now 12 noon and I can’t force myself to call it quits for the night/day when i still have a solid amount left.. any tips?
M33 here down to shoot the shit about whatever! Feel free to message me
where does the drive for a multi day coke bender come from (for you)?
I can go weeks without doing bag no stress and then I'll just get this fiendish desire to go on a mad one for like 3-4 days, spend stoopid money (relative to what I have), first couple days are funny af and intense but last couple days barely really does anything but keep me awake, and I'm wondering why this urge comes up so intermittently. Anyone else experience something similar? The drabness of life just accumulating over the weeks and going on a mad one seeming hilarious? I even took 6 months off everything recently and was like yeah I'll just do it at festivals and bdays and shiet and in fact all I wanna do it is on my own on a lil bender hahah its weird
Can't tell. Anyway, been funny as fook but gonna pop a vally and ride this one out lol, pce my ski slope soldiers.
Hope everyone had a safe and fun 4th!