First time in 2 years- went through 4g on a 26 hour binge.
I dont even know what to say or how to feel. I mean I guess i feel disappointed its gone but i know it needed to go so I could actually come down. And im glad I dont have the means to get any more because its not wise to just push the bender especially since i havent done it in 2 years anyways. Im half glad im coming down finally half sad its over but 26 hours is a damned lot lol I need to chill and sleep. I cant believe myself man. I honestly did not think it would turn out this way as I had plans to stop at 11am and save the rest for another occasion but nope, all done, all gone, up my nose! Wtf am i doing? I cant start this dumb cycle again because its too expensive and not worth the ridiculous tolerance I was already clearly building. Im shocked with myself really. 4g? 26 hour binge??? I just did not know i was going to do that but now I know, I guess???? Jfc. Face palm. When i can get to sleep and wake up tomorrow I gotta stay strong as fuck and not bend to this cycle. Too expensive and not worth it long term. Its fun yeah but like 4 years ago I did it about every day that was fucked id get up to like 14g in two days and im surprised I could do 4g in less than two after a 2 year clean break. Not a good sign and probably tells me I cant be trusted with quick access to it. Broooooo. And my brain is still rolling around like Where are my Slopes give me my Slopes I want my Slopess CHILLLL YOU LITERALLY CLEARED THE BUNNY HILL 200 TIMES U AINT GONNA GO AGAIN. GET IN THE CAR