Questions about my prrsonality
How do I know if I'm a sub? I don't have any desire to be abused, humiliated, or completely controlled.
What I do enjoy is a guiding hand especially when social situations are involved. I would rather please my partner than be in control. But I don't want to be treated like an animal either.
But I'm also 6'7", 312 pounds, and autistic. I don't know if a domme would even find someone my size to be an appealing sub.
From the research I've done I believe I would be considered a service sub. I enjoy doing things for my partner that will make them happy or make their life easier.
But I'm not the best at understanding social dynamics. At all.