[F4M] The Low Self-Esteem Girl Next Door
I’m a pretty average girl. I play sports, get good grades, have friends, and a loving family. Most people would describe me as pretty, but oddly shy. You can see straight through me, however. You, my older (40+ please!) neighbor, can see that even with everything going well for me, my self esteem is extremely low. You catch the small glances at myself in reflections at neighborhood parties, the way I seem to feel guilty with every piece of food I eat, the way I people-please, the way I over-apologize. You, of course, use this to exploit me. Being as mean as you want to me knowing I won’t say anything. Barely acknowledging me when I complete a small task for you, making me subconsciously wish I did better. My goal for this roleplay is to slowly be asked to do more and more demeaning tasks, and have more and more intense punishments for messing up. Eventually, I’ll be naked on my knees sucking your balls while you watch TV.
I am very into weight management as a kink, so if you are open to it I’d love for my character to have gained some weight before this roleplay takes place, and you of course bully me over it. You could make me take pictures of what I eat, and of course punish me for not hitting weight goals. I’m completely fine with not including this, as I know it’s a sensitive topic for most.
How do you start my training, my dependence on you? At a neighborhood barbeque? Maybe you call me over to help move some boxes? Maybe even sending me to the grocery store to pick something up?
What do you turn me into? Your slave? Your maid? Your pet? Let me know if you have any ideas for the roleplay. I am always open to some changes!