u/PinkGoals2B

Hey there! Im so fucking needy and horny and I need to be degraded and abused so much please help

Ive been craving some intense degradation and abuse lately and I hope on here I can find that. I am hoping for tasks and challenges or rules that I will still feel (not purely physical) in a few days, so anything with real consequences. Like modifying clothes, diet play, hole stretching, messing with friendships and social stuff, anything like that. I just want to feel like a real whore and find the abuse that my pussy knows I deserve, as thats where I get most wet with. I also love risky public stuff, where I might be seen or caught and feel ashamed/embarrassed. Like wardrobe malfunctions, wetting myself and stuff like that.

I think im decent looking. I have dark brown hair, light brown skin and I am 174cm tall. Ive got D-cups with dark, pierced nipples and a fairly big, soft ass A bit more on me is on my profile if youre so inclined.

I have three dildos, two plugs and a vibrating dildo and I live alone. I work as a manager at a book store, with a mix of wfh and on site work that I can choose quite flexibly. If you have any more questions, please ask, otherwise, I hope you wont hold back and mess me up good. Please ruin me, Sirs and Mistresses.

Im feeling extra dirty and filthy rn, so I hope you can help me, even if not too many people share gross kinks like piss, scat and trash play. Id love to get tasks that make me feel degraded and dehumanized and leave me absolutely disgusting.

I have yet to find something that was too degrading for me, so please never hold back and be as extreme and creative as you can/want to be. Bonus points if your tasks either lead me to public toilets or similar places, or leave me with a lot of disgusting clean up afterwards.

Also please dont make the mistake and respect me or be kind to me. I deserve abuse and degradation and nothing else, I definitely dont deserve or want kindness, aftercare or consideration.

A bit about me, although theres more details on my profile if you want. Im Jasmin, 28 years old and living in Germany, my parents were Egyptian. I live alone in a three-room apartment, I have dark brown hair, light brown skin and I am 174cm tall. Ive got D-cups with dark, pierced nipples and a fairly big, soft ass and my pubic hair is trimmed at the moment.

I also have several dildos, plugs and a vibe that we can use.

Im looking for conversations and an exchange of ideas, maybe roleplay too but I would always "play" as myself. I do want to be clear that while blackmail and findom is a big part of this for me, I am not interested in actually being blackmailed or giving away money. The character I describe here is based almost entirely upon my true self, so when I write about "me", I actually mean me, Im not just being "in character".

Ive always been submissive in almost every aspect of my life. Always been a people pleaser who put others way above myself. If I could do something that would please someone even a tiny bit, Id go out of my way to do it, even if it wasnt good for me. I also have borderline, which amplifies my need for extremes and this tendency to be self-sabotaging for others. Mild and relaxed doesnt do it for me, I always need the most extreme experiences. This, paired with some trauma and inherently low sense of self-worth and a knowledge that I deserve to be abused and hurt makes me go for the men (or women) who most people want to stay away from. The ones who are toxic and abusive, controlling and sadistic, those who not just dont care about my emotions, but who actually get pleasure from hurting them.

Control loss is also a huge part for me, since thats also a form of degradation. Taking away my right to choose, my freedom and making me entirely dependant on you is so hot to me. So far, Ive always been smart enough to not give in to that need my cunt has, although its been very close a few times to giving random guys my info and letting them ruin me. To scratch this itch, I want to chat with anyone who gets it from the other perspective. There are different starting scenarios for this, maybe I was drunk and gave you my information, or you hacked me and gathered stuff for a few days before confronting me and blackmailing me, forcing me to do more and more degrading things for you. In my head, my blackmailer and Dom (or domme) is always an anonymous, faceless abuser online who gives me tasks and rules, not someone in person who is physically there to control me. Not knowing who you are, not even what you look like makes it way hotter for me.

I dont want an extreme focus on gore or bloody scenes and, as this is theoretical, I wont actually give out identifying information, even though everything else would be based on myself and (hopefully obviously) everyone involved has to be an adult.

My kink list is long, and generally I just want you to do what you enjoy. You blackmail me, so you decide, if I want something or not doesnt matter. So long as its not on the limit list, who cares if I dislike it, just force it on me. Still, to name some that get me going: Degradation, Public humiliation, Ass play, anal, rimjobs, Watersports, Scat, Bestiality (especially stallions), orgasm control, wardrobe control, diet control (either weight gain or loss), blackmail, findom, TPE, intox play, drugs and alcohol... As I said above, the more extreme variations of these kinks are always better for me.

Im looking for chats about misogny, being a gender traitor and what it would be like to belong to toxic men as a people pleaser addicted to abuse. Im especially interested in dominant, cruel and mean women, experience shows that women are much more interested in getting under my skin and getting into emotional sadism, rather than just physical sadism which gets boring quite fast. So if you are such a woman (or if you want to pretend to be one, in which case just introduce yourself as female and dont tell me youre a guy irl), please, please send me a message and allow me to chat with you.

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I used to be a feminist. I used to be a good, religious girl. I used to be innocent. A long time ago, I used to be all that. The daughter my parents dreamt of, studious, smart, moral. And I cant even say when exactly all that changed. I know it started fairly early, with too much free access to the internet and uncontrolled exposure to porn that drew me in. Im sure a lot of you know the journey, how you watch worse and worse porn, more and more extreme, and at some point, its not enough anymore to just watch. So I started chatting about it, fantasizing in my head, reading and writing stories and eventually, submitting to men online.

Added to that influence that porn had comes my own inherent personality and my mental issues. A born people pleaser to the max, heavily pronounced borderline and bouts of depression going into self-harming behaviour meant that I always sought out the worst men (or women) I could. Not the "safe sane consensual" Kink play, not even "Risk aware consensual kinkplay", actual hurt, actual abuse, actual toxicity. And for all the shit men get online, the people who are really like that are hard to find. I did find a few though, and again, I sank deeper and deeper into the extremes of kink. I ruined friendships to serve my dom, I licked public toilets, I exposed my tits while still wearing my hijab, I masturbated in mosques... I ruined my financial future (at least the short term one), once I got fired from my job because I sent my colleagues inappropriate messages, you get the point. Anything to please my dom, small pleasures from them are worth ruing myself for.

So now Id love to find someone to chat about this. What would you do if you had free reign over me? How would you abuse me, hurt me, ruin me?

And please, there are always those who think I need or want their "help" in getting better; I dont. I am fully aware of what Im doing and I dont need anyone to tell me its not smart or that Im hurting myself, thats the whole point. SO only message me if you really have no pity and if you get off on hurting, truly hurting others. Not just physically, but mentally, psychologically, their whole lives.

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Im happy to discuss almost any kink that goes with this, but my favorites are: Degradation, Humiliation, misogyny, being a gender traitor, faithplay/religious play, watersports, scat, anal, rimjobs, painal, public play, exhibitionism, being embarrassed in front of others, intox play, complete control loss, diet control (weight gain/loss), social ruin, orgasm control, bestiality (especially stallions, but dogs too), forced breeding, rape, prostitution, non-con, dub-con

Hey there! Im so fucking needy and horny and I need to be degraded and abused so much please help

Ive been craving some intense degradation and abuse lately and I hope on here I can find that. I am hoping for tasks and challenges or rules that I will still feel (not purely physical) in a few days, so anything with real consequences. Like modifying clothes, diet play, hole stretching, messing with friendships and social stuff, anything like that. I just want to feel like a real whore and find the abuse that my pussy knows I deserve, as thats where I get most wet with. I also love risky public stuff, where I might be seen or caught and feel ashamed/embarrassed. Like wardrobe malfunctions, wetting myself and stuff like that.

I think im decent looking. I have dark brown hair, light brown skin and I am 174cm tall. Ive got D-cups with dark, pierced nipples and a fairly big, soft ass A bit more on me is on my profile if youre so inclined.

I have three dildos, two plugs and a vibrating dildo and I live alone. I work as a manager at a book store, with a mix of wfh and on site work that I can choose quite flexibly. If you have any more questions, please ask, otherwise, I hope you wont hold back and mess me up good. Please ruin me, Sirs and Mistresses.

Hey there! Im so fucking needy and horny and I need to be degraded and abused so much please help

Ive been craving some intense degradation and abuse lately and I hope on here I can find that. I am hoping for tasks and challenges or rules that I will still feel (not purely physical) in a few days, so anything with real consequences. Like modifying clothes, diet play, hole stretching, messing with friendships and social stuff, anything like that. I just want to feel like a real whore and find the abuse that my pussy knows I deserve, as thats where I get most wet with. I also love risky public stuff, where I might be seen or caught and feel ashamed/embarrassed. Like wardrobe malfunctions, wetting myself and stuff like that.

I think im decent looking. I have dark brown hair, light brown skin and I am 174cm tall. Ive got D-cups with dark, pierced nipples and a fairly big, soft ass A bit more on me is on my profile if youre so inclined.

I have three dildos, two plugs and a vibrating dildo and I live alone. I work as a manager at a book store, with a mix of wfh and on site work that I can choose quite flexibly. If you have any more questions, please ask, otherwise, I hope you wont hold back and mess me up good. Please ruin me, Sirs and Mistresses.

Im looking for conversations and an exchange of ideas, maybe roleplay too but I would always "play" as myself. I do want to be clear that while blackmail and findom is a big part of this for me, I am not interested in actually being blackmailed or giving away money. The character I describe here is based almost entirely upon my true self, so when I write about "me", I actually mean me, Im not just being "in character".

Ive always been submissive in almost every aspect of my life. Always been a people pleaser who put others way above myself. If I could do something that would please someone even a tiny bit, Id go out of my way to do it, even if it wasnt good for me. I also have borderline, which amplifies my need for extremes and this tendency to be self-sabotaging for others. Mild and relaxed doesnt do it for me, I always need the most extreme experiences. This, paired with some trauma and inherently low sense of self-worth and a knowledge that I deserve to be abused and hurt makes me go for the men (or women) who most people want to stay away from. The ones who are toxic and abusive, controlling and sadistic, those who not just dont care about my emotions, but who actually get pleasure from hurting them.

Control loss is also a huge part for me, since thats also a form of degradation. Taking away my right to choose, my freedom and making me entirely dependant on you is so hot to me. So far, Ive always been smart enough to not give in to that need my cunt has, although its been very close a few times to giving random guys my info and letting them ruin me. To scratch this itch, I want to chat with anyone who gets it from the other perspective. There are different starting scenarios for this, maybe I was drunk and gave you my information, or you hacked me and gathered stuff for a few days before confronting me and blackmailing me, forcing me to do more and more degrading things for you. In my head, my blackmailer and Dom (or domme) is always an anonymous, faceless abuser online who gives me tasks and rules, not someone in person who is physically there to control me. Not knowing who you are, not even what you look like makes it way hotter for me.

I dont want an extreme focus on gore or bloody scenes and, as this is theoretical, I wont actually give out identifying information, even though everything else would be based on myself and (hopefully obviously) everyone involved has to be an adult.

My kink list is long, and generally I just want you to do what you enjoy. You blackmail me, so you decide, if I want something or not doesnt matter. So long as its not on the limit list, who cares if I dislike it, just force it on me. Still, to name some that get me going: Degradation, Public humiliation, Ass play, anal, rimjobs, Watersports, Scat, Bestiality (especially stallions), orgasm control, wardrobe control, diet control (either weight gain or loss), blackmail, findom, TPE, intox play, drugs and alcohol... As I said above, the more extreme variations of these kinks are always better for me.

Disclaimer: This is a theoretical/roleplaying exploration of findom, blackmail and related fetishes. No actual money will be exchanged.

Ive always been a more extreme person. Any hobbies and interests I had were taken to the limits as much as I could, when I work out I do it until I physically cant anymore, when I go out for drinks with friends I get really drunk, and in relationships I am always all in with no compromises. So its no wonder that this trait of mine also translates into my sex life and that the fetishes and kinks that get me most horny are also the most extreme. A huge one for me is degradation in all it forms, verbal and physical abuse, being controlled, treated like trash, the worse I am treated and abused, the wetter I get.

And when I think about extreme kinks, findom and blackmail have to be up there. I would love to find a partner to chat about this, to exchange fantasies, to roleplay and brainstorm. To get us started, Ill share a bit about how I view it and one of my fantasies.

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In this particular fantasy, Ive been with an online dom (or domme, but Ill keep it male for simplicity) for a few months and so far been pretty protective of my privacy, even though hed been pushing for more. Then, one night we get into some intox play and when I am very much not sober anymore, he pushes again. Asks for my full name, address, access to my email and paypal, more compromising pictures and so on. At first I refuse, but he keeps going, talking about fantasies and I realize how wet my cunt gets, how much it wants to be stupid. So finally I give in and tell him. And he just disappears. Leaves me with no explanation, gone for two weeks when before we talked almost every day.

Two weeks later he messages me again, but hes different. Meaner, more abusive, less cautious about what he says. And he fucks me up in more ways than I had ever imagined. My finances and savings getting slowly drained before my eyes. Him making rules about my social life, about who I can meet up with and when, dictating things for me to send to my friends and family to mess with my relationships. Making me modify my clothes and wardrobe, deciding how I dress outside, how I act and behave. Controlling what I eat, how much I can spend on food.. In short, controlling and micromanaging my entire life, and using his power to his advantage, and to actively hurt me. It becomes apparent that he absolutely enjoys the fact that he is really ruining my life, that its not just sessions and play, but real consequences, and real fear of more for me. But with that fear, an insanely wet cunt that I was always unable to resist.

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I hope that gives a bit of an indicator as to what kind of person I am and what I Want to chat about. If youre interested, please message me with a bit more than "hi", tell me what you found interesting and hot, and if you have any experience with findom or blackmail.

Interested in men and women alike, and I love both chats and roleplay. For roleplays involving findom, I think it would be a fun thing to try to make it feel somewhat more real, maybe making it so that whenever youd demand or take money from me, Ill instead put it aside and not use it, so Id still feel the impact without the real commitment of findom (and obviously without breaking the rules of this sub)

Early morning, I just came home from a club and Im still far from sober and cant sleep. Im feeling extra dirty and filthy rn, so I hope you can help me, even if not too many people share gross kinks like piss, scat and trash play. Id love to get tasks that make me feel degraded and dehumanized and leave me absolutely disgusting.

I have yet to find something that was too degrading for me, so please never hold back and be as extreme and creative as you can/want to be. Bonus points if your tasks either lead me to public toilets or similar places, or leave me with a lot of disgusting clean up afterwards.

Also please dont make the mistake and respect me or be kind to me. I deserve abuse and degradation and nothing else, I definitely dont deserve or want kindness, aftercare or consideration.

A bit about me, although theres more details on my profile if you want. Im Jasmin, 28 years old and living in Germany, my parents were Egyptian. I live alone in a three-room apartment, I have dark brown hair, light brown skin and I am 174cm tall. Ive got D-cups with dark, pierced nipples and a fairly big, soft ass and my pubic hair is trimmed at the moment.

I also have several dildos, plugs and a vibe that we can use.

I want to tell you a story, a fantasy of mine and Id love to find anyone to chat about it with. Whether you are submissive like I am and share these desires, a gender traitor or a cruel and mean Dom or Domme, im happy to chat with anyone who thinks this is hot.

Fair warning though, this fantasy includes raceplay/racism, non-con, dub-con elements, toilet play and some bestiality, so if you have a huge problem with any of these, this wont be for you.

So, Ill introduce myself first. My name is Jasmin, I am of Egyptian descent, living and raised in Germany. I am a muslim hijabi, my skin tone and features make it quite obvious I am not German too. I would describe myself as attractive but not a model, I am confident in my body even though it has flaws like any other too, but I love my natural D-cups and my soft ass. I manage a small bookstore, go to the gym regularly and sometimes go out to parties with friends, a fairy normal, casual life. This fantasy begins on the way to work. Im waiting at the bus stop, and a guy, much older than me stopped way too close to me at the bus stop, our bodies almost touching. For now, he just stands there, but as my bus arrives and I move to the doors, he follows. The bus is crammed with commuters all minding their own business, nobody notices how uncomfortable I feel. For a few minutes, nothing happens except us standing between sweaty people, armpits of larger guys in my face as they hold on to whatever they can. Then suddenly I feel a hand on my ass. First thought was that it was an accident with the swaying of the bus, but the hand stays. It squeezes my ass and as I turn around I see the old guy from the bus stop, grinning at me and leering at my tits. I flinch as he runs his fingers through my ass crack over my leggings and without thinking, I squeeze myself out of the bus at the next stop, not even checking where it is.

Nowhere close to my work, one of the poorer parts of town and even worse, one thats notoriously right wing and racist. A part I usually avoid at all costs. For a few moments I just stand there at the bus stop as the bus drives off, trying to get my bearings and decide what to do when, again, I feel that hand on my ass. This time, he is much more forward though. Leaning into my body, one hand on my ass, the other on my tits as he pulls me in towards him. He smells bad, sweaty, unwashed. I try to pull away from him, but hes just stronger than me and just as I open my mouth to scream he covers it and laughs. Hes telling me that nobody is coming to my aid here, that itd be better for me to be quiet before the brotherhood members here notice a lone, muslim immigrant woman wandering around. "But go ahead, scream for help. I am sure theyd want to see you, especially," and he punctuates this with suddenly ripping open the front of my shirt, tearinga huge hole in it so that my tits fall out, "Especially one that has no decency like you." At this point I stop struggling, terrified of what might happen, just wanting it to be over. He leads me to an alley a few streets over, and we do walk past a few people, mostly men who all just leer at me, some whistling or catcalling, or saying loudly that he obviously knows how to treat us brown whores properly. To my horror and embarrassment, I can feel my pussy getting wetter and wetter, my mind foggier with horniness. The more Im insulted, the more embarrassed and ashamed I feel, almost topless with my leggings and a hijab, the wetter I get and I absolutely despise myself for it.

The alley he drags me to is dark, wet and disgusting, over flowing dumpsters, trash on the floor, puddles of presumably water mixed with piss and other fluides, it looks disgusting and smells even worse. There, he turns me around and pushes me, face first, into one of the lower dumpsters , my face and hair mashed into an indescernible mix of slowly decying food as I feel him ripping down my leggings. It doesnt take long for him to notice me basically dripping from my cunt and even as Im trying not to throw up into my own mouth I can feel his cock pushing into my cunt. With rhythmic thrusts he pushes my face deeper into the trash, my pussy convulsing around his dick as I am trying my all not to cum, but pretty soon I cant help myself and orgasm around my racist rapists cock. He obviously notices, and between the slurs he throws at me, he laughs and tells me that all shitskins like me are the same, that we just want white cock and to be bred pure. It doesnt take too long for him to cum either, his cock pulsing in my pussy as he shoots his load deep into me. I thought it would be over here, but to my horror, I suddenly feel another pair of hands on me.

Smaller, softer and gentler hands running all over my body, obviously a woman. I hear their muffled voices but cant make out what they're saying, with one of their hands still on the back of my head I cant do anything but wait and cry anyway. Then I suddenly feel her fingers around my asshole, roughly pushing in two of them and fingering me for a few seconds before pulling out, and after a few seconds I feel her wiping them off on my hijab. Then finally they pull me by the back of my hijab out of the dumpster, my face a dripping mess and I look at the woman pleadingly, thinking that she as a woman must understand me and help me, despite what she did just now. She just looks at me with disgust and hate, spits in my face and thanks the guy who brought me here and pulls me by my hijab to the other end of the alley to a garden where about twenty, obviously right wing guys sit and have a barbecue. She calls over to them, calling them brothers and saying that she found a new brown slave for them to have fun with..

This fantasy obviously goes much further, but this is enough to get us going, to get the feeling I want across. So if you thought it was hot, please let me know and we can chat more, about what I wrote and also about what might still happen, how Im treated and abused.

Im happy to discuss almost any kink that goes with this, but my favorites are: Degradation, Humiliation, misogyny, racism, faithplay/religious play, watersports, scat, anal, rimjobs, painal, public play, exhibitionism, being embarrassed in front of others, intox play, complete control loss, diet control (weight gain/loss), social ruin, orgasm control, bestiality (especially stallions, but dogs too), forced breeding, rape, prostitution, non-con, dub-con

Hey there! Ive had a bit todrink and im so fucking needy and horny and I need to be degraded and abused so much please help

Ive been craving some intense degradation and abuse lately and I hope on here I can find that. I am hoping for tasks and challenges or rules that I will still feel (not purely physical) in a few days, so anything with real consequences. Like modifying clothes, diet play, hole stretching, messing with friendships and social stuff, anything like that. I just want to feel like a real whore and find the abuse that my pussy knows I deserve, as thats where I get most wet with. I also love risky public stuff, where I might be seen or caught and feel ashamed/embarrassed. Like wardrobe malfunctions, wetting myself and stuff like that.

I think im decent looking. I have dark brown hair, light brown skin and I am 174cm tall. Ive got D-cups with dark, pierced nipples and a fairly big, soft ass A bit more on me is on my profile if youre so inclined.

I have three dildos, two plugs and a vibrating dildo and I live alone. I work as a manager at a book store, with a mix of wfh and on site work that I can choose quite flexibly. If you have any more questions, please ask, otherwise, I hope you wont hold back and mess me up good. Please ruin me, Sirs and Mistresses.