Husband wants hotwife experience but wife only wants her old FWB – feeling conflicted
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My wife (30s) and I have been talking about her sleeping with other guys. I've been into the idea for years, but she's only recently started warming up to
it. She has been making me fantasies for years but now she seems down to actually flirt with the guy and see where it goes.
The problem is: the only guy she's actually interested in is a guy she used to regularly fuck in high school — he took her virginity and they had a long FWB thing. She's put him as her clear #1 choice multiple times, even though I've told her I'm especially turned on by bigger dick size (im 6 inches and thick and she says she thinks hes 6 inches as well since it's been so long)
There's another guy (coworker from years ago) who she said has a big dick, but she keeps ranking him #2 because she says the ex-FWB is cuter and has a better personality.
Part of me is really turned on by the fantasy (Ive been asking her to fuck another dude and record it for so long), but another part feels really weird about it being this specific guy because of their history. I keep getting anxious thinking about her going back to someone she has that much past with.
Am I overthinking this? Should I just let her go for it with him since he's the only one she's actually down for? Or is it valid to want her to pick someone with no history instead? I'm also concerned if I shoot this one down she wont make an effort for anyone else.
Any advice is appreciated