I cheated on my fiancé last night.
I (22f) work at a movie theatre. I’m very happily engaged to my fiancé (30m) who I’ll call Nathan. We’re set to be married in October.
I work at a movie theatre. About three months ago we got a new hire. I’ll call him Vinnie. 19m. He was pretty quiet when he first started. I’m pretty sure he’s on the spectrum in some way. Took him about a month to get used to the job and the people there.
I had to train him. Wasn’t hard, he caught on pretty quickly to what he needed to do. He’s been respectful to moviegoers and on top of his work since his second week. We all love him.
Since his second month I’ve occasionally caught him staring at my ass. It wasn’t exactly welcome but boys his age will be boys. I never let it get in the way. He eventually stopped hiding it down the line. Everyone else would notice and I’d pretend not to. I even overheard our coworker Randy (83m) telling Vinnie that I was too old for him (bless his heart)
I never really drive to work because I live close enough to usually walk into work and back. Last night was a bad thunderstorm and Nathan couldn’t come and pick me up cause he was also working and I didn’t drive in. Vented my frustration to my coworkers, I was about to call an Uber, and then Vinnie offered to take me home once his shift ended. He had about 45 minutes left so I agreed.
We got in his car. He asked if I was hungry cause he was going to stop at Taco Bell, I said sure. We got there, ordered, then sat in the parking lot and ate. Talking to him was actually kind of nice. We talked about movies we were screening, our personal lives, shitty moviegoers we had, just normal shit. Talking to him made me feel young again in a way. It made me forget that I’m nearing my thirties for a minute.
After we finished eating, I asked him how much I owed him. He insisted that I didn’t need to pay him back, but I can’t stand people doing things for me that I can’t repay. I told him that I was going to repay him either way, and I asked him what he wanted. He got quiet and stared out the windshield. I knew what he meant, I’m not stupid, and I honestly didn’t know what to do in this situation. He quietly asked to see my tits. Of course I hesitated; I knew exactly what he wanted but I was still shocked to actually hear it. He apologized and was about to take me home again. I told him it was alright and to drive us to a more private area (why the fuck do so many people eat at Taco Bell at almost 10pm). He found a secluded area in a nearby Walmart parking lot. He didn’t say a word the entire two minute drive there. I also had no fucking idea what I was doing.
He was avoiding eye contact like crazy when we got there. I wanted to tell him it was okay or something but I couldn’t really bring myself to talk either. I just took my shirt off which was enough to get his attention. That was when I asked if he was okay, to which he choked out a “great.” I took my bra off and watched his face get extremely red.
I don’t know why I was doing this or how I really got here. He motioned to feel and I didn’t say no. This entire thing just filled me with some kind of thrill I don’t think I’ve ever felt. The entire interaction was almost silent. I just started pawing at his dick through his jeans and eventually pulled it out myself. I gave him a handjob while he was grabbing my tits. It really wasn’t anything special. He came on his shirt, I got some on my finger that I licked off out of instinct, and he drove me home. We sat outside my apartment building for a bit and I told him that this couldn’t happen again cause he knew I was engaged. I told him I didn’t know why I let this happen but now I think it’s because I felt young. Going to get late night food with another person is basically all I did until my early twenties when I started dating Nathan and stopped sleeping around at 21.
I feel horrible. Me and Vinnie didn’t really talk at work today (he was still staring at my ass though. Didn’t hide it) and Nathan has no clue what happened. I love Nathan more than anything. Not sure if what I did was in the heat of the moment or if I’m susceptible to doing it again. I want to say I’m not but I don’t know. I didn’t hate doing it but I hate that I could just betray my fiance like that.