I think I could be broken, possibly going to have a breakdown.
Context: 39M panic attacks without trigger can be very severe even while resting.
My doc prescribed me benzos, started today, probably not the best day either because customers were incredibly argumentative today and just wanted to fight with me, almost flipped my shit and went home.
I didn't feel any different after taking my first dose 12 hours ago and just took my 2nd dose now and no change, heart beating out my chest the whole day even now I'm struggling to calm down.
What I'm trying to figure out is, do some people have a natural tolerance to benzos or could my dose be too low to be perceived?
I'm at my wit's end, I'm either allergic to all the good meds or they just don't work. I don't know what else to do and I'm terrified of having a heart attack had my heart rate at 120bpm and suddenly drop to 44bpm, I can physically feel the change and my heart beats out of my chest.