I gave myself some of the best sex of my life last night..
I’m a transbian switch who enjoys self-locking and solo play, in part out of necessity and in part because I just know how to please myself so damn well these days.
I thoroughly fucked my brains out last night, and I have no one and nowhere to gush to about it except for here, soo…
[edits: spelling/formatting lol]
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I had put myself in chastity all day today, and all night before that. It had been a new sensation, a comforting pressure in my clit that made it hard to think while I worked, but its presence would send a jolting reminder through me as it brushed against my clothing.
I was aching, roiling with anticipation, but I tried to keep on task and behave. I looked at my tasks on my chastity app, and felt a flush rise through me when I saw people had voted for me to perform 3 of the 9 different assignments I had set up for myself, my choice tonight; but of course it was my choice. It was always my choice.
All of my options were tantalizing to think about; I had set it up that way. None of them were easy. I decided to put myself to work tonight, and selected some deepthroat/oral tasks, all using the new training app that I had downloaded to my phone.
“50 in 2 minutes, you can do that for me, can’t you sweetie?” I coo to myself softly, the words dripping with amusement and a delicious malice.
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“Put some heels on while you get ready for me slut.”
I’m home now. I can feel my clit fighting against the plastic cage, but I know - and she knows - that she can’t possible win. I tape my phone to the wall. I get down on my knees and feel the metal of the ring-gag in my mouth. I stick out my tongue and take the lube I am given gratefully - using my mouth to make my dildo slick and dripping.
My dildo 😳🥵
She is big, and flexible, and a little bit mean. She knows just how far to push me, and she delights in finding that line. She is firm, but understanding. Of course, she only wants what she knows I want.
She commands my absolute respect, and from past experience, I know to give her anything that she asks of me.
As soon as the timer starts, I feel panic as I push her into me. She is so big, she fills every inch of my throat, but I go as fast as I can for her. I can’t see the timer; I have no idea how many more seconds I have before I fail, and I can’t fail. Failure means a cage tonight, but failure also means I try again and again and again until she is satisfied. She’ll make me do it too. She’ll watch me suffer until I get it right for her.
I’m choking now, spit and droll and mucus dripping down my chin and all over my tits, falling onto my aching clit. I don’t think I can keep going, but the thought of starting over brings my mouth right back where she wants it.
I can’t disappoint her..
Something breaks inside of me as I impale my throat over and over for her. I’m doing as I’m told. I’m useful like this; I can make her happy as I fuck my face for her amusement and pleasure. Tears are streaming down my cheeks, ruining my makeup, and the app watches me placidly, impatiently.
I finish, gasping and drooling, in utter disbelief. I didn’t think I would make it. Time hadn’t existed while she was inside of me, using me.
I had finished pleasing her in a minute and 12 seconds; plenty of time to have taken it slower..
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“Such a good job, baby!”
I’m in my ear again as I catch my breath. “You made me so happy with your throat.”
I can’t reply; I’m exhausted, but so so desperate as I feel the warmth of her words in my head. I’m basking in her praise as she slips the massager into me.
I moan; a pathetic sound, filled with yearning and a humiliating eagerness. I need it so badly. I tell her this as I buck against the silicone pressed against my prostate. I can’t help the motion, it’s automatic and desperate. I would have done absolutely anything to keep fucking myself. I’m pleading with her now:
“Plea-please keep going.”
My eyes are wide and attentive as I look at her in the mirror. “Please, I need you in me, please!” I’m whimpering now, and she obliges my desperation. I’m dripping down my cage onto the floor when she picks up the pace, and my body explodes in ecstasy.
She keeps me kneeling right in the same spot where she broke me in.
I’m cumming before I know it, and then I'm cumming again.
She picks up the speed, and keeps going..
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I woke up late this morning with a mild headache and a very sore prostate, but god damn am I a happy, subby lil switch 🥰