I paid the price (scheduled punishment 😓)
My wife (35) is my Goddess and I (41) am her slave in our domestic servitude BDSM femdom dynamic.
The night before I committed a serious infraction while serving as her outdoor chair in the grass. After about 15 minutes I began trembling. I mistakenly thought she was getting off (she was only readjusting), shifted, and she fell, hurting her wrist. She was deeply disappointed and remained reserved the rest of the evening despite my repeated apologies.
The next morning she told me how upset and disappointed she was and that I would receive a formal punishment that night.
When night arrived she locked the bedroom door and ordered me to fetch the mouth gag, crop, the harder-hitting whip, collar, and leash. She collared and leashed me, made me strip naked in front of her, gagged me, and put me on my knees while she calmly explained her disappointment. I could only make muffled sounds.
She ordered me onto all fours and whipped me hard with the crop, requiring me to count and thank her after every stroke. After roughly ten minutes she had me remove the gag, worship her feet, and apologize properly.
I thought it was over, but she informed me there were still ten hard strikes remaining. Back on hands and knees (still collared and leashed), she delivered seven very hard strokes with the crop (count + thank after each), then three more with the harder whip. I was trembling, scared, and in significant pain.
She then ordered ten minutes of foot worship (five minutes each foot), spat in my face three times, made me go down on her, and went to bed.
I’m still processing the intensity and the weight of having genuinely disappointed her. The locked door, the implements, the counting, the enforced silence, the foot worship, and the final acts left me deeply shaken and submissive.
For the other subs here: how do you typically feel in the hours and day after a severe, methodical punishment like this? Emotionally, physically, mentally…what usually comes up for you?