When you’re caged and using a dildo, it’s very easy to go overboard with poppers. But I’ve plateaued how much I use them and have been relatively consistent for months now. But recently I noticed my lips/ fingers turning blue fairly quickly into the session and I’ve also been feeling completely drained way faster.
Does this have to do with my body increasing resistance against poppers? Or am I simply going too hard?
I finally got a fuck machine and last night was simply wonderful.
Owning a fuck machine is something I’ve always day dreamt about. Actually “day dream” is an understatement, I’ve been entirely fixated on it at points. I’d watch fuck machine porn and even come to this subreddit and just type “fuck machine” in the search bar and read every post. I never thought I’d own one myself because of the cost, bulkiness, and the fear that it would slowly take over my life. (Spoiler: it definitely has). But I’ve recently started my career job, am now living alone, am notably more sexually liberated, and so I decided it would be the perfect 25th birthday gift to myself.
I bit the bullet and bought the machine before my birthday vacation. I’ve also been caught up in the whole gooning corner of the internet. So I know that going “no touch” increases horniness over the course of days. Throughout my 5 day vacation, I didn’t touch myself at all. When I returned home, the machine was waiting for me. After a few days of assembly, testing out the new equipment(I took my time and was working so many hours), and 4 more days of no touch, I decided to finally make my fantasy come true.
I am completely attracted to my fuck machine. It’s a feeling I’ve been fantasizing and salivating about for years. To me, it’s the ultimate form of gooning. I was dead set on doing everything right for this moment.
-9 days no touch✅
-Anticipation and excitement ✅
- Caged penis✅
- Fresh poppers✅
-THC vape✅
This has been my perfect sex cocktail for years. These steps almost ensure a mind melting session. Yesterday I spent all day staring at the machine in attempt to mentally prep for the day I’ve been waiting years for. I was plugged, I was high, and I was definitely HORNY.
Like anyone who’s been mentally preparing something for years, I knew exactly which position I would stay pick and stay in. I’m someone who changes paths quickly and am quite easily distracted. I know that if I were to get excited and want to try every single position, I’d end up wasting time and spoiling the night. The machine to me represents focus, determination, consistency, and perseverance. My mindset was and is, you pick a position and you stay in it. You can go slow but you must tough out the pain and keep the machine going no matter what happens. The arousal was coming from me pushing my limits further than I ever have. Further than my arm tiring out or my body feeling sleepy and losing energy. Further than the dildo dejecting itself from my powerful reverse kegels. If I was with someone I’d ask them to tie me up, but since I’m solo, I had to use my mental strength to stay restrained. I grabbed a chair and sat on it backwards.
By this point I was practically whining and begging for the session to get started. I was literally shaking from excitement. I sat in the chair and backed onto the big dildo. I let it sit inside of me for a bit while I took small hits of poppers to help open myself up. I took a deep breath and decided it was time to turn on the machine and completely relinquish control. It started off slow but I instantly knew this was the perfect feeling. I could see my future in that moment. It was me gooning on this dildo until sunrise. Firstly, you never really know how long 2 minutes is until you’re feeling nonstop dildo strokes for 2 minutes straight. And then 5 minutes, then 10, then 15. After 15 minutes, I was already mind blown. By going that long I had already beaten my personal record for how long something had stroked my ass without coming out. By 15 minutes I was already moaning loudly, cursing, peeing, and pretty much becoming an anal goon slut. I was playing with the speed and realized I enjoy rapid strokes. I have never felt strokes that fast and it seemed to be what I needed all along.
When I got off to take a short break around 30 minutes in, my hole was begging to resume playing. I was eager, hungry, and horny. I got back on and time blurs for the rest of the night. I know I spent hours moaning, whining, squirting, huffing, having orgasms so intense that I was yelling. I have never once in all of my years of anal play YELLED during a session. It seemed to be the only way to cope with the violent pleasure I was experiencing. It was everything I dreamed of plus sensations I could have never imagined. It was way better than I thought it would be. Now I know that I will be doing this for the rest of my life. I don’t see a version of my life where I am able to forget this experience and go back to normalcy. I could never forget this pleasure and am wondering if I will want it every single night. I’m still caged, I’m still tingling, I’m still craving more. If my orgasms are endless, how will I know when I’ve had enough? If my hole wasn’t so sore right now I’d probably be on it now.
It was simply amazing but I’m wondering how the guys who’ve had their machines for a while cope with regular life. Has it become a permanent part of your routine? Or does the pleasure and novelty eventually wear off? I just don’t see how I’m supposed to think about anything else other than that mind melting sloppy endlessly pleasurable experience I had last night
Ironically, I’ve been playing with dildos for years. My biggest toy is 10 inches insertable and fairly girthy. I’ve pounded myself silly for years but have never reached a real hands free orgasm of any kind. I’m not counting times where my penis was being stimulated by the pressure of it being up against something.
Recently Ive started enjoying bottoming more. For the first time I wore a chastity cage while bottoming and something strange happened😳. I was in doggy and felt the familiar tingle of a traditional orgasm in its infancy. He pulled out to adjust his positioning and when he did I felt this really deep subtle pleasure coming from my prostate. It made me shout involuntarily, contract, convulse, and tense up for about 30 seconds. It was a wonderful feeling and by that I do mean full of wonder.
I wasn’t aware of what was happening as I’ve never felt that sensation before. It felt like a long drawn out but very subtle orgasm (there was a build, climax, and relief) but not the orgasm I’m accustomed to. Afterwards I just kind of laid there, completely spent and confused. I checked for cum and I couldn’t tell if it was cum or pre cum but there was not a lot of it.
There was no pulsing during the climax like the traditional orgasm. And it felt amazing but not like cosmically mind blowing like I read people describing here. Not even 100% certain it was an orgasm but it felt like a climax of some sort.
It’s ironic because I thought after buying my larger dildo that I’d be taking the fun away from bottoming. I assumed sizing up would spoil me and anything smaller just wouldn’t cut it. But this guy had an average sized penis and did this to me, and it felt amazing. Like I said years of dildo pounding and I’ve never felt this. 🤔🤔
Edit: I think using a bigger dildo has “opened me up” efficiently. He was easily sliding in and out of me which is a sensation that is new for me bottoming. I think releasing control, being open, relaxed, and turned on made something unlock. I think stretching my ass has actually opened up new unexpected pleasures. I assumed there would be a lack of sensation while being loose but it actually increased it for me. Wow.
Whenever I’m riding a dildo I get these involuntary reverse kegal contractions. I love when this happens for so many reasons but not necessarily because it feels good. Truthfully it feels sort of blah and kind of makes things a bit sore. I enjoyed them in the beginning but now they’re starting to feel like more of an obstacle.
When you are having this contraction, do you remove the toy? Keep thrusting the toy? Force the toy still until the contraction is over?
Which method leads to the most pleasure for you?
Pretty sure it’s common to reverse kegal while thrusting a dildo. That involuntary pushing out.
While this is happening, do you guys try to keep the dildo inside and just ride through the pushing out? Or do you quickly remove the dildo and let your hole push out without objection? Or do you do something else? Explain why.
Looking for recommendations for gay amateur/homemade hypno or guided-play videos featuring Black men. Most of what I’ve found either uses white studio performers or focuses heavily on BBC worship/slave dynamics, which isn’t really my thing. I’m looking for something more neutral that features black creators without race play themes. Any suggestions?
Using a dildo and want to giving up control and basically sniff when I’m told.
The other night, I had such a good time fucking myself with a big dildo and huffing poppers. I was upsold a really strong pack of edibles and gave in of course. I know the higher I am, the more intense the sensations are. I ended up staying up pretty much all night destroying my hole. I mean I was sticking my tongue out and chanting “I love poppers” while trashing my hole.
I didn’t end up having an orgasm because I just got too tired and ended the session. The next morning I woke up so groggy, exhausted, and sad. I told myself I’m putting this habit down because I hate wasting entire days feeling like crap. I threw my dildo, edibles, and poppers out.
But today🥵🥵 all I can think about is saying fuck it and running to get more poppers and a BIGGER dildo. I want to get high af and recreate the other night. I’ve never said some of the things I was chanting on that dildo. I fucked myself in every position but slamming my ass back on the dildo was by far my favorite. Pee and pre cum was leaking out of my chastity the whole time. It felt so good and I just don’t see how I’m supposed to restrain myself from wanting more. I know it won’t be long before I’m pushing out on a big dildo and peeing while stupid af on poppers