I am a gooner
It’s been hard to put this into words cause I always felt some level of shame about this. But after falling even deeper in these last few months I think I need to externalize it. I have been heavily addicted to porn since early college. Mostly hypnosis but I was always the dominant in my mind. Then COVID hit and I was stuck inside and fell down the rabbit hole. Now I’m addicted to all types of porn and have essentially been brainwashing new kinks into myself everyday since. I get home from work and I don’t even show, just start staring at my phone. I went from a straight dominant guy to a bi BBC loving pornsexual. I have so many new kinks that I never knew about before and even bought a large dildo that I can now deep throat. I love the fact that I’ve brainwashed myself to porn and that it has such a hold on me. I’m thinking of getting into strong edibles to make the effects stronger but for right now I live just jumping my hand and erasing my thoughts to whatever porn I can find. I’ll answer any questions if there are cause right now I’m so horny I want to just worsen my addiction.