DXM demon back in action, losing no traction. Ain’t slept in at least 2 days, unstoppable body needs no rest, love DXM the way it makes me feel like east and west. Does this mean anything? Probably not, but I just downed another gram with some hot cocoa after stroking my cock.
I know I just posted but bro im so itchy around my head n neck, honestly it he worst part
Title^
Dose 1/3 taken (14 robotabs)
Dose 2/3 taken (13 robotabs)
Final dose taken (13 robotabs)
Starting to feel the come up, not much though.
2:24, numb, tingly, itchy, vomit.
Vomit helped, only good feeling now
Title says all, planning to take 40 pills of freebase DXM, got half a cig and like .5 of some shit weed for the peak (we broke af rn), I kinda want to be mid peak around 5am (5-6 hours), but also don’t wanna wait to dose. What’s yall opinion?
Also live thread once I take it to archive this trip lol.
FIRST DOSE TAKEN 1AM
SECOND DOSE TAKEN 1:20AM
FINAL DOSE TAKEN 1:40AM
Nausea, slight effects, dizzy/euphoric, and head pressure feeling at 2:17am
I just got Robotabs after multiple days of USPS delay, I’m going to take 1200mg of freebase (40 tabs) and live post tonight near 1am EST, but wanted to know how to go about staggering that dose to reduce the guaranteed nausea/vomiting, I’ve never staggered dosage before, is it 10 robotabs every 15 minutes over an hour, every 30 minutes over two?
Order is shipped, coming in by tonight, was wondering what dosage yall think I should take as a kind of first time back celebration (haven’t had pure dxm or really any in 7 months) I’m tryna get fucked so I kind want to try 40, but I’ll let yall decide cause that’s also a good chunk of freebase.
I just had a 30oz cup of white whole milk… ooohhh it tastes so good, like refreshing, creamy, semisweet, I could drink it all day long.
Any1 else feel this way?
Title says all, I was actually craving dph despite not doing it in months and not doing it alot since I turned 17 so from 17-18 nearly a full year only using it once as a dxm amp and once for its actual use, and to every dxm hater in here, just know that this is a billion times worse lol, peak teenager drug.
Anyway I’m up to comment/chat while “tripping” if anyone wanna see how funny a gram gets.
I know I just posted here but I just remembered that if you breathe super fast it makes you buzz like a tesla coil and wanted to ask if anyone else does it for fun sometimes.
I was doing the dishes and found one of those cockroaches with the stripes on them, we’ve never had roaches in 8 years, and I just cleaned under the sink fully because it’s clogged and didn’t see any, I brutally fucking killed it of course, but I just know that since it’s one there’s gonna be like thousands, my mom hates those things and I’ve been fucking fear hallucinating bugs on me for the last hour. I’m actually gonna be sick.
I don’t even think we can afford exterminators and our landlord refuses to get the coon out of the wall so there’s no way he’s paying for it.
So I saw a question on one of those poll subs about like “would you shoot at a pit-bull charging at you” and it reminded me as to why I hate pit-bulls, when I was 13 my neighbor had an adult pit-bull and two juvenile Rottweilers, the two rotts were very good dogs, nice, playful, and even though they were loud and would hop at you were pretty harmless once they got to know someone, the pit-bull however was a big motherfucker named tank and he was mean, one day my neighbor who was like 12 at the time had him outside in the park where we hung out and that bastard dog broke free and tried attack me, now thankfully luck was on my side in two ways, firstly, I was one of those kids who would always carry around wooden swords and shit, and secondly, his ~6’4 300lbs older brother was outside, but I genuinely had to enter deadly combat with this dog until his brother could get over to us to pick the thing up and literally carry it away, I snapped a wooden katana on the bastard trying to put the motherfucker down and probably would have died if either factor stated previously wasn’t in play that day.
So anyway, have any of you had to enter combat with an animal like that?
Edit: I know I still have the sword btw but I can’t find it so have this picture of my sisters wooden sword (blade) that we also snapped doing something.
Idk which one I took but my boy asked if I wanted to pop some painkillers tonight so ofc I said yes sir, these things weren’t even pressed to mimic any real pill, just plain white no markings, no clue who tf he got em from cause we don’t even pop pills like that, feeling good but also like I need to upchuck hella.
Not as bad as when I stole Suboxone at 15 but whatever this pill has in it fucking with my stomach, prolly don’t help that I get nauseous after eating pretty often normally but imma go hit my vape and watch some anime, just wanted to ask if this happens to yall.
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My shit feels crazy crazy. Like god damn
Feel like a 🚬 but at least it ain’t a fruity flavor.
This is what they give marvel fans
Okay, so I've posted x2 other times here, once asking about acid, once showing my first few tabs, now let's finish it with my first trip. Very badly explained and kinda of retardedly so apologies in advance.
Around 11:00pm I was chilling, rewatching some of Gobby's older stories when I popped in 1 and 1/2 tabs (cut corner to corner), advertised as 100ug each, so around 150ug assuming even distribution, put it under the tongue, chewed the blotters a little (I have a habit of chewing things like paper, plastic, rubber, etc. so I kinda did this without realizing.). Didn't have any taste except for paper so I was good on that front.
Around 11:30 or 11:45 I had swapped over to watching a different channel I don't recall that does similar content, and this is when I first started feeling it a little, I can't really explain the headspace, it was almost like being high but without the like mental heaviness, like when I get high I always have a heavy cloudy feeling that goes with it, and this like that mental but without that heavy feeling, I was happy, started to just kind of enjoy the feeling, looked around some but no obvious visual effects.
After this at around 12:00 I headed off to my bedroom, turned on my leds and tv to just another similar story retelling mainly as background noise, and this is when I really started to feel good, I kept smiling and like laughing/giggling (to the point that today my face is sore feeling), I had swapped over to using my laptop to watch content even though my tv was on and found this one channel where this guy just sat and recalled events but in a very dramatic way, at least to me it felt like very dramatic, like in a very kind of "haha quirky" way that I normally wouldn't like, but he was funny, and I was in a very good mood so I watched this guy talk about random shit, a fat bitch fucking up his car, his retard boss jerking off at work, etc. and it was hilarious, but even more so I realized how weird it had got, previous to this I've only really "tripped" on DXM, so I can only really use that as reference, so when I do DXM I like to move around, walk around, or just like flop(?) around, and I had felt this like need to move around, so I repositioned myself in a way in which my legs were half off the side of my bed and I just started to like walk if that makes sense, like just move my legs in a walking motion, occasionally get up and actually walk around the room, and I realized while doing this that my body was kind of like buzzing, I was yawning a lot, and my vision was like zoomed out a little and kind of out of focus if that makes sense, I couldn't really focus on anything that well because of this, so eventually I just gave up on watching stuff on my laptop.
Around 1:00-1:30 when I put up my laptop and picked up my phone, I play a gacha game that just released a new character into the global version so I turned it on and just did my fest pulls while holding my phone over me and zoning out kind of looking through it if that makes sense. I pulled a few general 3 stars, 2 of the banner characters including the brand new one, and then turned the game off, but not my phone, not yet, I switched over to the camera and took a few selfies (which I will not be sharing because I look like a retard, am fat, half naked, and my eyes look insane in them) which I proceeded to analyze, even though I hadn't been seeing any visuals or noticing them while focused on my tv, laptop, etc. but once I pulled up a picture of myself it started warping, morphing, etc. so I proceed to be amazed, take a few more, be amazed, and repeat for maybe 15 minutes.
After that I returned to the TV I ended up just standing and watching the walls move, at this point I could definitely see that things were melting and breathing, but I still had to kind of focus to do so, or zone out, whichever one happened first, so I eventually decided to lay down and use my ceiling as a canvas to focus the visuals, turn on some of those "trippy" videos and let the music play instead of something I had to focus on.
My bedroom is in like an attic area I guess so part of my ceiling slants until it hits the wall the goes back to a 90 degree angle, it's also one of those bumpy ceilings with kind of crappy paint that's old, so I was watching this one spot in the corner where slants met and the paint was peeling and it was much more noticeably shifting and breathing, it almost synced with like the air from my fan, like it was a sheet that was catching air under it and rising and falling, the peeling paint was melting and then going back like a wave returning to low tide and eventually a dark black tattoo ink starting bleeding from where the paint peeled, and I was loving it, still smiling, the music was relaxing, and once this tattoo ink color started to bleed from my ceiling it became the most prominent part of the visuals, my ceiling started to zoooooom and become wider, the popcorn bumps took on this tattoo ink coloring and eventually all morphed into a pattern of one sun like symbol, not exactly circular, but close enough that that's the only way I could describe it, once this had happened for a while the visuals applied themselves to more and more of my ceiling, but they had also stopped being all one pattern, they had become more akin to the strokes of Kanji or some other Chinese/Asian writing system, they weren't there permanently however, they would fade and come back at different intensity of color, and eventually end all together.
Once those visuals subsided I was left with only the sun-like pattern but this time limited to the part of my ceiling which is slanted, the breathing and melting was still around, but by this point I had went and actually started watching the trippy videos I had on instead of just having the music soothe the background of my mind, I remember one which I specifically liked, it was a Christmas themed video where it alternated between videos in black and white of a family on Christmas, cartoon elves in a workshop making toys, and a woman rolling some kind of dough into a shape I forget, this video really brought me in, so for an hour, two, I just watched these videos while zoning out and watching the ceiling move and warp more, hell I probably just watched my ceiling for most of the night. Closed my eyes a few times and had some closed eye visuals I think, but can't recall.
At around 4:00 I got bored of staring at my walls and decided to try and have some more fun, so I went into my living room, smoked a bit, tried to hit my pen but honestly I have no clue how many times it actually worked, I know the battery blinked a few times but I couldn't see any vapor, smell anything, and wasn't coughing until the very last hit I tried. Now I know some people say you can't or don't want to eat anything when tripping, but boy did smoking really make me want to fuck up the kitchen, I ate a slice of cheesecake, I ate a sandwich, I ate some chips and salsa, some cheez it's, I tried to drink some soda but couldn't taste it that well, I poured up some OJ just as anyone who's heard that myth probably has, I ate until I could feel the chips poking through my stomach, which I instantly realized was a mistake, but oh well. I tried watching some youtube but honestly trying to watch anything was boring at this point because I was now high and tripping and couldn't really pay attention, so sorry Gobby but I didn't finish watching ya hotbox a U-haul truck.
At around 4:30 I kind of felt like shit, honestly the weed ruined my fun, my mental felt heavy, I got the munchies and ate too much, and I was tired but couldn't sleep, so I hopped in the shower because idfk it was supposed to help according to me. Which it really was pleasant to watch the shower walls warp and breathe, but once my hot water ran out I had realized it was much colder in my place than I thought because I couldn't feel the temp prior to this, whenever I had shivered from the cold my body just lumped it in with the buzzing I was feeling, which honestly is fucked because it was cold enough that my teeth were chattering, maybe aided by the trip but idk. So I got out, dried off, and then had my last **GREAT** visual experience of the night, I was standing in my bathroom with my towel just starting at the walls, they were obviously still warping, melting, etc. but this time I was focused on a single set of small holes, it almost looked like a face on the wall, and as I zoned out one of the "eyes" got bigger and bigger, darker and darker, while the other one looked like it was siphoning the drywall/concrete/wtv. and becoming more and more filled, a scratch near it became it's mouth and eventually looked as if it were growing and tearing the wall apart, becoming like a dark crack, and I was amazed at this wall for a good half hour, naked, cold, just staring down a fucking hole in the wall.
After this at around 5:00 I tried laying on the living room couch but couldn't get comfortable even after putting on some music, so I went back to my bedroom and laid down, spent another good hour staring at the ceiling which was now back to bleeding, albeit less intensely, and fell asleep to wake up at around 10:30am. After that I just carried on, I can still feel something as I'm typing this, maybe fatigue, maybe some type of afterglow or hangover, my mind can't decide on which. Anyway it's 5:30 and I've got tacos to make so I'll be ending off here with only a few more words, or a question maybe.
Why did 150ug feel so underwhelming? Don't get me wrong it was GREAT, hell of a night, but at the same time it kind of felt like the most I got visually was a few patterns or warping when almost fully zoned out. Not really as strong as I'd hoped, not as crazy as I've heard.
Is it a bad idea for me to try bumping it up another fifty-hundred to 200-250ug in a couple weeks when I go back for round two?
Did smoking really ruin the trip or was I already coming down from it and just hadn't realized?
At what dose could I keep my composure but also be as close to the edge as possible? LMK what ya'll think.
My boy told me a week, 3 days later he hands me an envelope, holy hell am I excited.
Okay so to preface, my boy is getting a full sheet from the 🧅 like nxt week, now I’ve never done acid before, I mostly just do thc, dxm, occasionally, but I’ve always wanted to try psyches so Im gonna pick up a few tabs from him when it comes, my question (since this is a question post lol) is how much to do and what to expect from it, I know gobby talks about it in a lot of videos but his first time video from like 10yrs ago is only 9 minutes and not really insightful, ofc erowid has report post by first times but honestly Im too lazy for that and know that this sub prolly has enough experience to inform me on what to know for a first time. I’ll probably end up doing it late night btw and prolly take a few rips or have a pen on me so if yall could also inform me on how that will affect it I’d appreciate it.