A potentially foolish request
I’m AuDHD. I haven’t slept in 3 days (chronic insomnia). I’m intelligent but really only as a creative like writer and art and—whatever not important, I write these big huge stories in grounded universes and hundreds of lil ones inside those cuz it makes me happy and my favorite one is a world that’s about a bunch a fuckin post-college degenerates in retail hell and ChatGPT is AN AMAZING WONDERFUL assistant, but not having sloppy intense heavy smut is like not having them be alcoholics or actually understanding why they can’t just not have car insurance, it’s foundational. And Chat fuckin GPT, it can’t talk about a fuckin blowjob in the Burger King parking lot at 2am and that fact is even more cringe than my social life. But I have so so so much saved memories and charactizations and lore for lives of 24 fuckin characters with arcs of all genres and— just an ungodly amount of attachment that turned to chains keeping starting fresh or importing history (at least with my level of understanding LLMs which is like just fuckin embarrassing tbh, I don’t know shit about dick but I can write stories and basically nothing else) to a SpicyWriter or Gemini or so and so…
I’m genuinely asking anyone who may see this and have the pity and time could like spend twenty minutes to actually have a verbal conversation over discord or something to someone who really can’t learn much from written messages or research or browsing every post here and only feeling LESS informed after.
I don’t even know if this is just gonna get me roasted like called a troglodyte or simply ignored but I got nothin to lose by asking, I just need someone to explain some of the basic shit in a verbal format where I can ask clarifying questions in the moment and such… like, about stuff that’s basic to you all and rocket science to me even after paying monthly for gpt for like years now.
If you got fifteen minutes to explain a few things over voice chat to someone who really needs the help for more than just “me wanna make horny smutfic, how do?”, writing makes a very sad life a lot nicer and I have all the instruction manuals but I just don’t know what I’m looking at, I’d really really be very thankful. Thanks. I just wanna make stories at the end of the day, maybe this isn’t porn-related enough to be here, sorry if that’s the case.