u/Randomposter54

Does anyone ever stop and try and figure out where it started, or why you actually enjoy seeing your wife fuck other guys?. I’ve been into this for years and seeing her with other guys drives me wild and even with post nut clarity I still get turned on and crave it but occasionally I stop and wonder how I enjoy what would destroy a lot of marriages.
I’ve researched and read stuff about it but still have no idea what started me on this or why i enjoy it so much.