HOLY FUCK what is this parallel dimension I've slipped into
Friends. Friends.
I have been celibate for four years because of a dead bedroom. I have been a good partner and been there to support and standby a while the person I thought loved me did nothing to improve or change our situation.
I'm a genuine nurturer and I just want people to be happy.. but sex has always been incredibly important to me at least 30–40% of a relationship, and for the last four years, I had to shear that part of myself off just to survive and exist
OK, well do I have a story for you guys.
I told my ex I was done.
I've been contemplating this for a while and I knew it was coming. I just didn't know at what point I was going to finally make a dating/hook up profile and at this point I kinda just like resigned myself to existence. I'm 36 years old and I had an amazing 20s so it was like.🤷🏻♀️
I made one dating profile on one app. I ended up with 500 matches in 48 hours, and I matched with four people on my end, scrolling photos one night.
The next morning, a man reached out to me.
I thought he was super cute, we're almost the exact same age and hell why not. Be nice to flirt for once.
It's been a one whirlwind ass month of this man, pulling me in and out of reality with so much pleasure, just like pure joy?
I've never had anybody be so kind. I've never had anybody look at me with such hunger? Had a lot of sex. This is something different.
It's like I somehow hit a universal lottery.
The way you guys function is something so beautifully special, I can't even put into words and I feel like last month I just somehow tripped into some weird parallel dimension where people like you guys exist. 😭😭😭
We have a date set up for this Saturday and I can't wait. It's Monday morning at 10 AM. How am I supposed to wait until Saturday? HOW?!
And honestly, he might be active on this sub. If you are hi baby! 😆
Fuck.