Hyper sexuality from SA as a man.
Hi all,
I want to start off by saying I’m a man. Why is that any important? because after looking at this sub and the reality is that most victims of SA are women.
I was abused at 9 or 10 by my female cousin who was my nanny. I never spoke about it because it felt good. I just remember her putting my hand and finger in her pussy and it being wet, she must’ve been 15 or 16 at the time.
Anyways. I’m 28 now and I just realised it was abuse when speaking to a female friend about my ‘first sexual experience’ she was shocked when I commented it in such a natural manner.
I always thought I had just a high sex drive, I’m a fairly normal person, I’m ‘canonically’ attractive so I didn’t ever had it hard finding my way to have a sexual encounter or a girlfriend.
I’ve also taken advantage of other people to satisfy my sexual drive, always consensual of course but I guess it’s product of this. I’m mainly attracted to exposing myself and I guess that my kinks have ties to this SA (wet feeling on hand, role play, etc)
I’m mainly sharing but I find myself in sort of a relapse wanting to masturbate and exposing myself to others.