When I was younger it all started, probably around puberty I couldn't help myself and went into my mom's laundry, I got a pair of her worn panties and put it to my nose I was so aroused and started jerking off until I came in her panties... Fast forward almost 20years later and to this day I love smelling her panties whenever I go visit, I love cumming inside them
Unfortunately my mother is happily married and she is a old school Christian but I really want to have my ways with her, growing up I used to masterbate with her panties and would like to casually flash her my hard cock (pretending to be asleep) whenever my dad already went to work ... It's already many years later and I already moved out of the house ... I still fantasize alot about her and have plenty of sexual thoughts about her, whenever I visit I still like smelling her panties and fill the crotch area with my cum ... I can't stop thinking about her and I really want to fuck her ... I have the deepest fantasies about fucking her hard and I really want to shoot my cum deep inside her pussy ...
How can I best describe what I am feeling at the moment... I have sexual thoughts and feelings towards my mother. Im a grown man in his thirties, my mother is turning 58 ... It all probably started around puberty where I started looking at my mom differently, I couldn't help but notice her body , her breasts and being so young and naive I found myself going into her laundry and masturbating to the smell in her panties... Fast forward alot of years and not living in the same house anymore, whenever I go visit my parents I still like to go through her laundry and leave cum in her panties, I think about her alot more , maybe because of the mom and son incest porn growing up ... But it got to a point where I really fantasize alot about her and if I'm really horny I send her a dick pic , she never replies but I get so turned on whenever I see the message has been viewed, There is no chance of something ever happening between us , but I still can't stop thinking about it, I even sent her a message the other day saying that I wish I had a pair of her panties under my nose .... I really want to fuck her and fill her with my cum