u/Resident-Reaction-71

I started my Christian journey a few years ago and have been abstinent for about 2-3 years now. I am finding it hard at times ro fight the urge to just get involved with someone just so I can enjoy the kinks I am into to. There are times where i wish to post pics online hookup with a past partner or just sext. But even thinking of those things make me feel ashamed at times.

I know this may not be the place to ask, but any advice would help.

Not sure if this is the right place but just needed to get my frustration out.

Ive been trying to be a good girl and wait to find someone to settle down with to have sex again. But all i desire is to have a bwc inside of me pussy, ass and mouth. I go around flaunting my big black breasts just hoping someone will come and grab me by my neck and make me show them how much of a good girl I can be for them.

Be forced on my knees, made to strip and have my nipples squeezed. Sliding my tongue up and down his big cock and being forced to take the whole thing in my mouth and being made to swallow his cum. I think that's what I truly want hsve my breasts played with and a bwc in my mouth...

Been long since I have been collared and tied up,just wish i can be fucked exactly the way i need to be