Me (21F) with (39M), seeking advice
I am a 21 year old woman with little to no experience in dating or romantic relationships.
I met an amazing guy not so long ago. We had a professional relationship at first which evolved into a friendship before it became romatic. I never liked anyone the way I liked him. We saw eachother a couple of times before deciding to go on an actual date at a bar some time ago.
But I felt uncomfortable at times. He was very touchy and looked at me for long periods of time. I hated that I felt that way because I really like him and want to be comfortable around him. I'm also autistic and don't touch people easily. I've noticed that he also does this with platonic friends. But I know he likes me as more than a friend. It made me feel like he was expecting me to do the same but I wasn't ready for that yet.
I've never been with someone who's 18 years older. I've never been with someone, period.
We've texted about it. He understands completely and wants to take it slow.
To all of you girls with older lovers, did you feel this way in the beginning too? How did it become more natural?