Mixed messaging confusion with my wife
Hi all, I’ll give you a quick rundown of our relationship and then get into my situation. So my wife and I have been in this lifestyle since 2022, in that time she has had 2 bulls, her current one we see every 3-4 months, so we’re in the lifestyle but pretty casually.
She has so much fun with her bulls and because we got married quite young she likes that she can still experience different men. I like to be treated like a cuck and watch her get fucked.
So at the end of March we had a date with her bull and the week before we went to see him she said she wanted to stop after this date. I am completely fine with her wanting to stop, it’s always been her choice and what she wants so I said that was good with me but when we stop meeting bulls we should stop talking about it when we’re dirty talking in bed and essentially just cut that off entirely so It wouldn’t be on our minds as much.
Long story short we met with her bull, had a great time etc. however, our bull had to leave before he got to finish and cut the session short. So my wife now wants a “last proper time” which I’m down for as I love watching her but we still planned to wind down the cuckold dirty talk in the meantime.
But now almost every time we have sex or masturbate together, she talks about how much she loves fucking het bull and wants to keep fucking other guys. Now we normally have a little phrase that we say that means we only said those things to make each other cum. But recently she’s stopped saying it after saying the stuff I just mentioned and if anything has dialed up the intensity of what she says (which I admittedly love).
However, if I bring it up afterward she still says she wants to stop. I basically want to know if I’m reading too much into it, is she just doing it for better sex between us or does she regret saying she wants to stop? Any advice would be greatly appreciated