My deepest gay (sauna) fantasy
There's a very relaxed atmosphere downstairs. Several hot tubs, saunas, a heated pool, and lots of naked men of all ages and sizes. Except for a stray hand in the hot tub there's no sexual activity going on, but you can look all you want and you can be pretty sure you're being checked out as well.
The upstairs is where the real fun happens. There's a pitch black steam sauna for soft anonymous encounters, showers with glory holes, a cozy TV-room with non-stop gay porn, a mirror room with sling, and private rooms covered with floor-matrasses. You can expect some kind of (mostly soft) sexual activity to be going on wherever you look, that's what the upstairs is intended for after all.
The fantasy:
I get into one of the dimly-lit private rooms and leave the door open. I put a bunch of generic condoms on the floor(-matrass) and a piece of paper next to it that says:
- Fully anonymous fuck for all.
- Oral is welcome too.
- Open or closed door as you wish.
- Douched & ready.
- Use a condom!
- Use lube!
Next, I put on a blindfold, get on my hands and knees with my ass facing the open door, and wait...
From this point on there's nothing else I can do but wait for any kind of hint, whether it's physical or auditory, telling me that some guy is getting ready behind me. Maybe he'll get in front of me first so I can suck him a boner, but either way I hope it doesn't take long before I feel the first guy push his dick into my ass. Doens't matter how big or small it is, what color it is, old or young, hairy or not,... I don't care, I can't see it anyway, I just want to feel it inside of me. And while the first guy is pounding me, I hope it will create a small audience in front of the room, and more guys getting warmed-up from watching the scene.
The sauna attracts all kinds of people; young (+-19) boyish types, seniors, hairy men, muscle guys. Some like it soft and slow, others prefer to go hard and raw. Choose the right moment, and there will be a perfect mix of variety and crowdedness at the sauna. I'll need that if I want to get really lucky, meaning that one guy after another fucks me in the ass. Like really non-stop fucking, with one guy finishing and another taking his place immediately. Hopefully there would be an actual waiting line outside the room with horny guys waiting for a cheap quick meaningless anonymous fuck.
I hope they can all cum while fucking me, and lots of them, but I'll be plenty happy already if I just get a couple of dicks in me. I'd like it if some would shoot their load onto my (blindfolded) face instead of into the condom. I should probably write that on the paper too!
So that's my big fantasy & confession. I get so turned by it, knowing a whole bunch of guys could fuck me in just two or three hours, and there's absolutely no way I could ever know who they were. They could be friends, family, co-workers, my boss... Although very unlikely, I'll never know for sure.
I've been to this particular sauna many times. It's kind of a mansion in the countryside, much more relaxed than the city saunas that I've tried. I've made a lot of guys cum with my hands or mouth in that place. Probably half of those encounters happened completely anonymous, which is one of my biggest kinks. But this would still be very different. Usually I slowly get something going with another guy in the steam sauna where you can't see each other, but you still both get a good idea of each other and what kind of person you have in front of you. And there's always the option to say "no" for whatever reason. It's totally different from offering your ass for everyone to see and use as they wish. And even with the (unlikely) possibility of someone recognizing you while you can't see them.
I believe it's a realistic fantasy (to a certain point) that I might go for one day. I know the place really well and I'm sure a couple of guys at least is perfectly realistic. Something I've noticed at the sauna, and surprisingly to me, is that the majority of men seem to be more top than bottom. And again most of them seem to be waiting for someone to make contact, waiting for an opportunity. Add the fact that you are rarely given the option to fuck anyone at all at the sauna, it could turn out to be a success.