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My (m45) has Wife (F46) kept me Pussy free and orgasm denied for 205 days. I am still Pussy free but I just got to nut for the first time since January and I am in absolute fucking heaven. I can’t even sleep I am so amped up.

I went from being in an open (though often cuckold) relationship with unlimited orgasms to caged and denied overnight and it’s definitely been a roller coaster experience both physically and mentally.

She didn’t look at my cock for four months of the denial and any teasing or touching involved a condom so she didn’t have to actually touch my penis.

Having her hand touch my bare cock tonight felt absolutely amazing and when she started stroking it took everything I had to wait for her permission to release. She took pity on me and knew I was about safe word when she gave me the go ahead. It felt so good I almost passed out.

If you asked me at New Year’s if I would be this ecstatic over a hand job from my Wife I would have laughed in your face. But I feel exactly like I did at 16 in the back of a car getting my first handy.

The short periods of denial I have been through before this were fun and I enjoyed getting my reward but this long term denial really made my orgasm new and exciting again. I think I really get the power of denial now.

I am sure the PNC will kick in and for the next few weeks I will be jonesing for my next release but for tonight I am just going to enjoy the high. Thanks for all of the support this group has offered me during this wild ride there were days reading your experiences has gotten me through the day.

Married 20 + years, Pussy Free 6 months, Wife penetrated by Bulls.

So since going pussy free I’ve noticed some subtle changes in my wife and wondering how common it is?

My wife cuddles me way more than she ever did before (not complaining at all). The biggest difference I have noticed though happens while we are sleeping. I am a side sleeper and my wife has always slept on her back until recently. More and more she will spoon me most of the night while we sleep. Sometimes I wake up with her still asleep holding my balls in her hand, not my penis, just cups my balls not sure if that’s left over from her keeping me caged in the beginning.

She sleeps nude but keeps me in boxers. Recently since taking pussy free from temporary to permanent she has started rubbing her crotch against my ass in her sleep while she spoons me. She’s also a pretty heavy sleeper. It’s not every night but about 3 times a week I wake up with damp spots or dried pussy juices on my boxers. A few times she has woken me up rubbing against my ass and she is definitely asleep. I think it’s hot as hell, she jokingly says it’s her subconscious dominating me.

So has anyone else noticed similar little differences in their wife or girlfriend?

Background: When I (m44)started this year I was in an open marriage with my wife (F46). I had a girlfriend and my wife had several bulls (she still does). Also chastity and denial were  just fun bedroom games we played with for day and weeks not months.

Mid January my wife caged my cock so Valentine’s Day could be a fun release for me, her and my girlfriend. Before Valentine’s Day my girlfriend and I called it quits because we wanted different things. 

About this same time my wife’s main Bull asked for 30 day of exclusive penis access to her pussy as his birthday gift. My wife decided to keep me in chastity and orgasm denied during this time since I was no longer with my girlfriend. My wife really enjoyed the experience/control and decided to continue it after the 30 days. 

I am still involved as a cuck with her bulls and provide clean up. I also still have oral access to her and pretty much much provide that service nightly, so it’s not a dead bedroom situation. I am learning a lot about myself and have been enjoying the experience so far, but if I am being honest I always assumed it would end as we had a very active, good sex life before this all started. 

Last night we had a discussion as I am approaching 6 months without pussy or orgasm. My wife admitted that in the beginning she missed my cock, but now she rarely thinks about me fucking her and her needs are being well taken care of between my mouth and her Bulls. She spoke the obvious truth that she has more orgasms that come easier and more intense with larger younger cocks.

She is really enjoying keeping me pussy free and would like to continue for the foreseeable future. I am surprisingly okay with this. We did discuss the option of me having another girlfriend with access to other pussy just not hers. We agreed my orgasm denial would end at the 6 month milestone as I do really miss having orgasms. 

Discussion: Here’s the controversy I want to discuss with you all. My wife wants to give me “one last time” inside her, where I know it’s my last time in her,  possibly my last time experiencing PIV. 

After our conversation it kind of feels like “one last time” would be a pity fuck. It’s not that I don’t want to feel her again, but last time I was in her she wanted me to fuck her and we had a great time. I think I would rather keep that memory. Also it seems like a lot of pressure to perform. 

So what would you guys do in this situation? Also would  you guys want to fuck other pussy while being denied the pussy you really crave? Just looking for others perspective.