I have a question??
Hey there everyone, I’m 50 bi and involved with a woman. When I first got with the woman I’m with I had told her I’m bi and that cock turned me on and she had no issues with it and we’ve been together for over a year and a half yet most of the time when we have sex I think of things yet I’d also like to share something else…
I’m a pretty straight looking and acting guy and many people would be shocked and possibly surprised by what I really think about and what turns me on especially as I’ve gotten older, when I was younger I used to be only into girls and pussy yet then when I turned 32 I started getting curious and started experimenting with guys and sucked my first cock as well as got sucked by a guy, as I’ve gotten older whenever I get horny I think of cock and get so much harder and hornier from cock then pussy and think cock is hotter then pussy too…
So back to when we have sex, when having sex I imagine I’m actually with a guy and think of cock to get hard for my woman and love actually doing her doggie so I can look at her ass imaging it a guy and sometimes I finger and toy my hole imagining it’s a cock going in me and I’m getting banged as I’m banging her and I get so hard and cum so much hard imaging all of this and I even think about what it be like being with guys instead of being with women..
I’ve brought up about having someone joining and sharing yet she had a bad experience in the past with that in a past relationship and she wants no parts of that and also I actually love chatting with guys more than women and Ive been checking out guys more too…
I may still check out women too, yet it seems my attraction has faded with them and I feel nothing down there like I used too and see I could be just friends with women yet would love to be with a man like I’ve been with women, so my question is does it seem like I may actually be gay or bi leaning towards being gay??