Hiiiii all! I’ve been encouraged to start listening to the Bambi filesss by my master and post about it here and my experiences each day. So today before listening at all I got dressed in panties and a dress, which I’ve started becoming more comfortable with. I’ve thrown away all of my masculine underwear so I’ve just been wearing panties recently, as for the dress it’s new to me…it’s exciting buttttt I’m not feeling good in it yet. Then my master had me put on a chastity cage…it felt so tight…it made me look so small which kindaaaa made me feel a little humiliated with it on…BUT then I started watching porn which felt really nice…he then wanted me to get my dildo and start using it, which is had NEVER done before. It felt…strange touching it…eventually I sucked it a little which made my clitty kinda strain against the cage…I’m still not sure how I felt about that…after I used it on myself which omg, felt way better than expected!! But after…he made me walk around outside dressed as a girl with my feminine clothes on…and that was awful…I was so humiliated yet turned on…people were looking and I was distressed…people seeing me like that made me leak even more but I was so embarrassed…
ANYWAYS, I got back and played some more but then I started listening to the bambisleep files. Idk what it was but it made me feel sooooo relaxed, I kinda fell asleep through the first one, I don’t really remember much of what happened. I remember a lot of bubbles and popping, I remember feeling good and content, but not much else…so idk! I’ll listen to more tomorrow!
But I’m supposed to work tomorrow, but master told me to ask reddit if I should or not! Let me know, thinking is kindaaaa hard right now lol.